Realm.Of.Eternal.Rain

3 sports

2004-08-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today is a reali super duper tiring day for me.
Had done three diff types of sports.
Earlie in da morning.. Had swimming lessons for PE..
so tiring.. cant reali conc on maths lessons and kena scolded my Ms Low.
So sickening.
Aft school went to meet hao for da ram.
Den after eating den waste my money again ..
cos tk cab and rush bac home and den again rush to Tanjong Pagar CC to play badminton.
Surprisingly all the time slots as well as da courts fully booked.
aiks.
I tried callin all da CCs around and none of them is best for us.
Den finali we decided to go to kim seng.
It was quite cheap but the hall was small.
Can contain onli 2 courts and near to each other.
Dun reali like tt place tho.
So during da evening we all went to Bukit merah to play basketball.
Oh man. That was da first time i played.
So i kinda.. awkard .. cos scared of making da team down.
Played not reali alot and tore 2 blisters.
Damn pain right now..

Went to ate soursop ice .. wow reali cooling.
From there i took 145 back.. wow that was a reali damn long journey!
Luckily haf cheeyong to accompany me as he stays quite near.
slept alittle and woke in da bus.. luckily din missed da stop.
I am so bloody tired rite now and.. i wanna go slp le..
Nites..

badminton

2004-08-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

yay! i am so in love wif badminton.
Onli badminton and cycling reali insterest me da most!
My fav sports.
I can spend all my time playing it and so fun!
today aft sch all of us went home and meet at TP CC to play badminton.
i think there was abt 12 ple or more..
We booked 2 courts and as there r no one we oso took all 3 courts.
Hahas reali so like badminton.
Felt like playin to help me lose wt oso.
Stay fit! lols. looks like i forget abt my prelims liao.
Played from 4-6pm.
And i played for continously 2 hrs non-stop.
Felt so good man!
Hahas.
Later they went to play Bball and i can onli sit there cos...
I DUNNO HOW TO PLAY.
Ugh! nvm quite fun seeing them play..
Took eric's mum car to harbor front and took MRT back..
was a tiring day but a fruitful 1!
Gotta do hmwk already!
Ciaos!

AVP

2004-08-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

yay finali gotta watch AVP
Nice intro by Kershin..
Today was da physics test..
i think i will pass..
wif flying colours or not?
i am not sure..
anyways.. after school..
I went for POA and dragged eric and kershin along wif me..
aaron went for his swimming heats and JW to rehearsal..
After everything, we went to great world to watch AVP..
so excited to catch it..
The cinema was freezing..
actuali tt show was great and exciting..
eeks.. some parts was gross..
but after seen some comments on da net abt the show today,
i den realise that the show aint tt reali perfect..
Some parts were illogical and mani flaws in tt show..
but overall is quite a nice 1..

so bored aft tt and dun felt like going home..
so we went to Tanjong Pagar CC to play badminton..
So long nv play le.. abit rusty liao..
I think i deproved le..
Hahah.. anyways i am now so tiredd..
later still conferencing.. -.-"
ciaoz..

my house

2004-08-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

its been so long somebody has ever come to my house.
i mean my frens.
i dunno why..
but i jes dun haf da habit of bringing my frens bac..
but this time i brought my frens to my house
and somemore 5 guys..
haha.. wanted to study physics test for tmr de..
Actuali we r going on well studyin and aaron there explaining..
den kershin fly to da comp and uses it..
and slowly they tk turns..
and in da end..
EVERYONE got into my room..
man i dun believe that 5 ple can squeeze into my room.
as my room is super duper small.
3 of da floor, and 2 of da bed on top..
lols..
they stayed till around 7 and got home..
cool day..

2004-08-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

today i think that time passes rather fast.
again i think that i will fail my poa test
nvm i am sure to b called back on saturday..
after school..
Me kershin eric kelly jingwei danny zhiyong aaron
went to eat swensens @ funan..
obviously went to eat topless 5..
where got so rich eat others wor..
so so so full and collllddddd...
onli cost $1.60 including of GST
but onli up to 5 oclock lar..
hahas..
sian lo.. think gonna study chemistry later..
recently felt like keepin myself busy..
try to find things to do..
some household chores oso can
hehe..
good gal liao hor..
ciaoz~

ezlink card

2004-08-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

yay! finali aft soooo long, i went to make my ezlink card le
oh gosh they checked da computer system..
and used back my primary sch photo.
eeeks.. so ugly and.. oh man..
so i decided that i put a sticker on it.
lol.
anyways we all went to aaron hse..
first time see his mum..
was so skinny and as usual always on da fone..
I finished my history essay and was so lazy to study for tmr's poa test.
stayed there till 10+ and took a cab home..
man den i remembered that i forget to watch amazing race!!
UGH! heard that charla and her cousin was eliminated..
man i hate them.
:X

ate so much!

2004-08-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

woooo today ate so much cann!
after school went to eat sliced fish noodle at da hawker ctr
den after we ate ice kachang again..
by then, we already freakin full..
den we went mcdonalds' den they r like busy signin up for da membership thing
later aaron kershin eric and zy joined us.
they wanted to go eat swensens!
faint!
like ate so many things.
ahhh~ my stomach so bloateddd.
so pissed off later..
hais dun say ler..

suay day

2004-08-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

wanted to make my ezlink card today de..
but when i got out of da sch, CJ and guys asked whether to go watch twins effect
felt like watchin too so tagged along..
That show is.. erm.. i shud rate it 1 star :X
tho is darn darn funny..
but is very stupid lor.. i mean da storyline.
those who watched da first 1 says its beta den 2nd de..
Most stupid thing is that guy can grow breast?
-.-"
anywayz later went eric hse wif kershin, JW and aaron.
kershin's hair kena caught so he asked JW to be his barber and cut for him!
faint.. we r like in eric's bro room..
den kershin hugging that rubbish bin..
JW holding da scissors ..
while cutting, that make kershin go "ouch" "ouch"
:X
was until 8pm den we went to harbor front to eatt..
aaron dash all da way back home..
bathe... eat... den rush to harbor front to meet us..
They send me to farrer pk mrt.
After alighting da train, aaron den realised he left da wallet in da train!
faint....
there goes his Ezlink card and 14bucks...
in da end they all took a cab back -.-"
dunno lar.. everything seems so suay today..

o lvls eng

2004-08-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

now another thing related to O lvls.
Today having my English o lvls oral.
Friday the 13th
Downright nervous ok.
Conversation was alrite, but was i readin it too loud?
:X
anyways da pic sux can i simply hate e new syllabus pic description!
da conversation topic suits me most.
"Talk about a conflict that u had wif your parents"
c'mon i got lots to say.
Hahas anyway.. oh man.. i jus knew 1 thing.
I got to work xtra hard for my written paper.

Sian. Tmr got SS and Emaths tests.
I am tired alrite.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

chinese o lvls

2004-08-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

man man!
jes got bac my chinese o lvls result
and i got B3 and distinction for my oral.
damn lor B3! ugh.
i retaking already.
I din study for it.
work hard for it mannnn!

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

overnite

2004-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today i went out again.
Starting from saturday till monday.
I kept going out.
Today was suppose to go eric house study.
I studied chemistry, not reali alot but at least i did.
Aaron did onli i think 2 qns of POA.
Worst is eric and kershin.
They r jus like tk turns to play da comp.
Later fool around in da hse cos eric's parents not in!
watched da NDP in his house too.
LOL!

Somehow felt so scared abt prelims and O lvls coming ahead.
oh gosh!! Wednesday O lvls chinese results coming out..
If i do not haf "A" i think... i gonna retake until i got a "A"
>< wadeva now i do not wish to b bothered abt anything else.
I jus wanna concentrate on my studies and wadeva happens,
leave it to aft O lvls to settle.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

fireworks

2004-08-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today went to see da fireworks @ esplanade
So flooded wif alot of people.
It was reali splendid ok.
It was so so so so beautiful!!
especially the last part.
Oh man. I will never forget this day!
The fireworks just beautify my life wif lotsa colours!
lols.
Simple love it alot.
Anyways, went to haf supper @ newton.
Go home and slack again.
Hahas.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

circus!

2004-08-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

yay! finali saturday!!
Was so excited and woke at 8am.
But in da end i was late again.
Guess i haf to manage my time well!
hahas.
Tis wad da first time i watch a movie that earlie.
Cinema was so empty at 10:35
Watched I,Robot.
Jav say was so so so so nice.
But i think it was just nice.. not "that" nice lar.
Hahas.
Went out wif..
Siyi, brenda, michelle, aaron, kershin, eric, yinn leng, CJ, and jiayun.
Din reali noe wad da show is toking abt.
SOme parts i am unsure.
Anyways aft da show went to eat mosburger!
Yummy! so long nv eat liaos..
My teriyaki chickennnn!
hahas.

Later say bye bye to CJ, jiayun and yinn leng.
da rest of us went to see MOSCOW CIRCUS!
hehe. finali!
ermm. abit not up to my expectation cos da place seems so small.
And halfway oso can no electricity 1..
Starting was a bit boring but soon it gets nicer and nicer.
I like da 2 big big circle performance
simply so exciting!!
Stupid singapore dun allow tigers
awww..
anyways went hme at abt 6
and aaron was going to late for tuition!!
hahas..
I am so bored ok.. and again went home to slack..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

bball

2004-08-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

today was great i tell ya.
not reali "that" great as in.. our klas lost da bball competition
hahas. anyway half day today as we r celebrating national day in school.
This yr's programme kinda special, not as boring as las yr.
Was reali fun at sabotaging Mr. Ooi
lols.

after school went to chinatown point and eat mac
den went bac to sch again to see e match.
first match was wif 4/5 and 4/6
in da sense that both klases merge.
in da end 5-10
ugh. nvmm.. still got 2 more rounds to qualify
but lost at da 2nd round and oso 3rd.
nvmm. i knew da guys did their best.
anyways aaron, chee yong and quan hao did so well.
proud of them!
Winson appeared at da court wanting to play in da match.
But they insisted nt letting winson play cos he jus had a surgery
hahas.
so was so tired and in da end took a cab back.
yay!
finali tmr!! watchin I,robot in da morning and den circus afternoon!
hehe was so excited abt it!
lols
got to slp earlie
tata~

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

Only Hope

2004-08-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

KYP SUX

2004-08-03T18:07:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

today was rather pissed off.
Mr koh CLAIMS that that MC or excuse chit of mine is not acceptable!
den tok lots of craps abt as if he was da doctor.
he wanted me to pay bac 2 days, 3 hrs per day.
ah. that was sick.

Today i stayed bac starting frm 3 till 5
Was so bored can.
Lucky kaka gt accompany me.
Damn sian.
Was doing the hmwk and waiting for brenda @ da same time.
Whoosh. i actuali did da POA hmwk!
kind of a miracle.
And i hate to do ratios! so copied kaka's. lol
Waited until KYP says i can go.
Went bac wif brenda and kaka
Had da tomyam crave again so da pao home
hehe
yeahhh go n enjoy my tomyam le..
Ciao~

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

breakup

2004-08-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

- x . ۰ You will always be in my mind, soul and heart, living deep within ۰ . x -

chem and eng

2004-07-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

hmm so long nv blog le..
I dun think i shud stop right dere..
I mus continue on my story and so on and on and on..
Anyways today was my eng CA and chem..
English result is always unpredictable.
If u think u gonna score well, den u will end up failing.
and da opposite.
So i think i shud tell myself that i will flunk terribly in tis test.
Chem test. predictable.
Is either i did well or not.
And i am damn sure i did poorly.
ahhh! hais felt that i disappoint Mrs law.
forget it.

So mani things had happened betw us.
I hope i can go pass this myself.
Den no worries for da future.
Was talking qif qh in msn..
He asks me to hang on wif da relationship.
Is hard u seee..
Hard to haf a BF not by ur side..
He believes in fate alot..
He says is hard to come by..
There are so many people out dere in da world and out of them, u onli find 1.
ya i agree.
He asks me to cherish it..
It reali gave me confidence..
I said that i am not sure whether me and him r meant to be..
I was shocked to hear that he wld say
the more u mus find it out urself instead of giving up..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

T630

2004-07-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Today was fabulous.
The school assembly was so much fun and was so cool.
LOL.
I somehow mananged to go thru the history test.
I did my best and hope can reali score well.
*prays*

ugh. My handphone reali spoiling like mad. lols
Went to see da handphone that winson was talking about.
and HARLOS!?
it is not a jap fone ok.
is a CHINA fone.
lols
E shop sells da hp so ex man..
Anyways siyi brought me to another shop and there offers cheaper fones
Somehow was shocked at da price they r selling.
Its reali so cheap.
And da T630 was onli selling at $450!
aww. i love it man!
I think i buying that fone.
Simply fantastic!
Gotta save up money.

After school i haf a small movie marathon myself.
Watched Spidey 2 and Around da world in 80 days which i downloaded.
*ahem*
( jiamin, dun says that i am saving up my space alredy kz )
hahas
ciaoz~

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

sisters

2004-07-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

went to watch sisters, 5.15pm show at GV.
Already bought 8 tix and waiting jav till 5pm.
Knew she will b late.
Den we were like callin her hp and house.
House was engaged and hp, she din pick up.
Mus b slping away.. zzz.
Den finali her hse fone get thru, yes indeed i was right.
She doesnt want to come alredy.
So quanhao came n tk over it.

Sisters was somehow like a typical type of "expected" ghost flim.
wasnt scary tho and i was like luffing all e way
Bernice sat next to me and was holdin on to my hand and quanhao durin e scary moments.
She screamed dunno how mani several times.
There was once that i was holdin popcorn den she shoke my hand and nearly e popcorns fly.
Jes an everage ghost show.
Not recommended to watch :X

We went eating our dinner and Alice joined us.
Reached Kallang den we walk our way to Geyland to eat "Big Prawn Noodles"
Den we were like finding e lorong 12
while reachin we mus like walk thru an alley
e guys was like 1 at e front, 1 at da back, someting like that
den exactly e gers got pairs so we r like holding hands.
Saw sickening mens flooding outside hotels n stuffs.
When we say we wan e "BIG" prawn noodle, e uncle say 1 bowl $18.
I was shock!
Den he asked if we wanted to medium 1..
It was $8
and in e end we called for e small 1.
The prawn is considered real big already and it is call "small"
I wonder wad will it b like if its da 18bucks 1..
LOL. Seperate 3 cabs home
and i was tired now..
zzz

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

mystery

2004-07-21T16:44:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,
Today in klas i was onli concerned abt e results.
Coming to A maths lesson, a shout from behind
Argentina 1 : 0
yeah baby!
Den later after recess..
Argentina 2 : 0
woohoo!
Den is a sure that Argentina wld won
and also i won e bet.
After school den i heard that it trash Colombia 3:0
nice game.
But i won 7 bucks minus away my capital.
Haha its beta den nth anway..

Was totally shock today when i reached into one of da compartment in my bag.
I felt something so familiar and when i took out and see...
it was my hp!
I was reali shock and was stunned for a moment.
Wad was reali happening?
I tot i lost it like a few days ago?
But even if it was all along in e bag
den how come when i call back, it was on and off several times.
And when i cleared my bag ytd nite.. why i dun see it?
This is something real wierd..
If someone had jes put it in my bag today, who could it be?
E last time i saw my handphone was at da bustop going hme frm Fareast.
And i was definitely alone at that time.
So.. there is no one to steal or even take it.
Wad thing could possibly happen?
I still cant solve it..
My head is bursting and about tmr's match..
ahh dun ask me abt e bets..
I noe wad i am doing..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

argentina

2004-07-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

today in klas was so funny..
Was thinkin who to bet on
Columbia VS Argentina
In e end i bet on Argentina
Draw-win
and
overall win.
Haha jes playin but $30 -.-"
Guess i needed money
Hopes i win.
Den Michelle, Brenda and Siyi purposely go buy Columbia
Lets see is me and bernice who win or them
LOL.
Tmr tension will start to rise in klas
haha..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

end..

2004-07-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

damn.
I hate my father alot.
Is jes one day i did not go school and he goes nagging and nagging.
*sigh*
no mood to blog.

My frens' love life aint going on well..
so worried when will mine end..
I hope not..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

regret..

2004-07-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

why.
hais he jes couldnt accept e fact.
I truely am regretful.
why does he mind.
why bother abt da past?
Jus work on at da present.
When will he nt bothered abt my past.
When he does..
I jus hope i can jes wash away everything.
If i noe i was to know him..
I would rather b all by myself and until he appears.
I would hoped that i am his one and only..
I dun wish e story to b ended and..
I miss you so.. much so much..
Hurts me.
It wasnt ur fault.
I apologized.
Countless sorry and that..
nv helps..
wad u wan me to do..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

moscow..

2004-07-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Actuali betting came to my mind when i needed cash for my new hp!
But that shudnt be it.
I cant think of betting when i needed money.
And i promised wen i will not haf that kind of habit.
So there goes another way of getting a hp for myself.
Dad says if Moscow defeats Brazil, he will buy one handphone for me.
But i am always supporting Brazil!
Now i haf to turn my back and support on Moscow.
Aw. That sux.
So hoping Moscow will win and that determines my fate..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

iN-e-Sky

fuq

2004-07-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Fuq.
I knew it that smthg gonna happen..
When i saw e blardie BLACK cat and her bunch of BLACK kittens.
I said its gonna b a bad day.
curse the person who took my handphone.
I called back and he dare shut my blardie fone off.
shit.
8250 oso wan to take!
If he/she reali wans e fone den give u!
anyway is halfway spoilt oso.
I jus wan my sim card bac and e accessory.
ugh.
I cried and screamed!
Jus cancelled e fone line.
Was in a pathetic mood dun disturb!
My parents din scold me.
They r so nice to me.
So now e prob is, i dunhaf a hp now!
HOW!?
I dun think i can live without 1.
How to find wen T.T
It slipped out of my pocket and i din look bac to check e seat!
shit.

Watched "King Arthur" today.
Was a nice show and i simply love....
keira knightley!!!
She is so pretty.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+- :.

fuqiN-e-Sky

bdae min

2004-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN!
:D
*muackkks*
i buyin da billabong thingy for yer
so u ownself dun buy hor.
i will pass u e pressie later a few days k.
hehe
TAKE CARE!
most of all..
good luck for ur o lvls!!
*grins*

sorry

2004-07-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Was listening to FM933
Lying on my bed
My mind was thinking what was happening jus now
This very emotional song was played
And when 2 things joined together..
I probably got too carried away..
I felt sad..
And my eyes were wet.
I immediately msg him to apologize
I knew this time i was overboard
I think he is already asleep...

How stupid am i
I haf someone whom always give in to me
I haf someone who can tolerate my stubborness
I haf someone who r always dere 4 me when i needed some1
but i done such a stupid thing to hurt him so much today.
/me slaps my mouth.
I got useless brain which cant think properly b4 i say things.
~~sorry~~
I dun mean to say that truely.
It was beos i am still angry n cant get e anger outta me
tts y i said those words.
I knew he dun mean to scold that word when he is angry
I knew thats qi hua.

When quarreling,
My heart can reali feel e pain
It was as if smthg imaginary pierced thru my heart.
Tho i promised so mani times after every quarrel
But in the end i jes cant control myself to fufill those promises when e quarrel.
I will change..

-* off to bed *-

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

damn

2004-07-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

damn.
we quarrel again.
fuq.
2 days slept 2hrs.
I cant tk it.
Headache getting worse.
Hope i faint in school.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

after school

2004-07-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I was so tired tis morning that i felt like fainting.
Cos i onli slept for an hr b4 i went to school( wif no nap in da afternoon)
I had frequent headaches and i dunno wads wrong ><
I had done my POA hmwk but Miss You jes wan me to stay bac tis afternoon -.-

So was stayin bac aft sch and doin POA wif Kaka and gang.
Altho onli 2 qns but we discussed abt it and do it together.
Yeah i seems to understand this topic beta.
Kaka is a real damn slacker man.
He nv does his hmwks but he got gd grades!
Wonder how he does that.
Was doin e POA until 4+
den me, kaka, jingwei, kershin and rishav went to pearl's center BK
Den we saw eric and his 6 bodyguards or wad they call "6 jing gang".
I dun think those gers lo.
Dunno jes find them so noisy

I decided!
I wanna cut winson's fringe!
It is so nicee larrr.
His hair is one of da nicest i eva seen for a guy.
*sigh*
I wanna slpppp!
But haf not done my social studies holiday hmwk yet.
Its due tmr but i am so t..i...r...e...d
-zzz-

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

new design

2004-07-12T02:59:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Bleahs
Dun intend to slp tonite
And jes go to sch earlie in da morning.
Wanted to take a bus den drop by 7-11 to buy yummy cadbury.
ugh still cant get over cadbury.
I cant take cab lerr.
Mus save up money to buy pressies for wen^^
Saturday and Sunday i din go out.
Suppose to go jav hse for tuition on Sunday morning but i fell sick.
Damn.
I think is due to me sleeping on e cold floor these few days
raining outside + fan blowin at me.
So my parents bought me a kinda small and cute sofa
It can spread out to use as bed as well as fold up for siting.
I've been complaining abt my backbone aching due to long time siting on da floor facin e comp in long hrs.
The bluey-yellow sofa jus nice solved eberything.
But it kinda makes my room more cramped.

Took it wif my webcam directly infront of da sofa

So was spending e weekends doing this new design.
It was my 2nd design.
I notice that 1 mth has gone and i already changed a new 1.
Recently jes haf a layout craze.
I guess i shud conc more on my prelims den my blog -.-"
wadeava.
Jus suddenly has this inspiration to work out a new layout based on Lenne.
I dunno why i love her so much.
She is jes pretty and so kind.
Ok some introduction abt this design.
Basically the theme colour, i used red, silver and grey.
When ple think of Lenne, blue comes to mind
But if everytime my blog is always blueey, ple will get bored of it.
So decided to try something new and it turn out fine.
Kinda satisfied with it.
U guys think that its beta den e prev 1?
Or in anyway can i improve it.

** blog still under construction at e links part**

Anyways found these photos while browsing my old albums.
Took it wif my webcam so kinda blur o.O

My dad during his wedding

My mum 2 yrs bac wif my baby cousin

When i was young actin fierce, den my uncle and my cousin..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

3rd mth

2004-07-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Shi jian guo de zhen kuai, yi jing san ge yue le.
Sui ran bu suan hen chang, ke shi zai zhe san ge yue lai, fa sheng le xu duo xu duo shi qing.
Haha.
Wo men xian zai hai neng zai yi qi zhen de ke yi shuo shi qi ji.
Wo dui wo men zhe duan gan qing you xing xing. Dui ni, ye shi yi yang ^^.
Wo bu hui fang qi, wo men zhi jian de cheng nuo hai zai ba.
Wo yi ding neng zuo dao.
Wo men chao jia de shu ci, yong shi ge shou zi dou shu bu wan.
Wo shi zhi dao hen duo ci ni dou shi zai rang wo, bu xiang zai ji xu chao xia qu le. Gang cai wo men you chao jia le.
Wo zhi ni hen shang xin.
Zhen de dui bu qi.
Wo hui jing li shi zhe wei ni xiang de.
Wo bu shi zai man yuan ni lar, shi wo wu hui le.
Wo zhi ni guan xin wo, ni dui wo zhen de shi hen hao.
Suo yi bie jiao wo qu zhao bie de nan zi le la. ><"
Wo gang kai xue hou, mei tian dou yao mang xue xiao de gong ke. Wo jue de he ni shuo hua de ji hiu ye man man jian shao, mei shen me shi jian pei ni.
Dui ba?
Ni dou shi zai jing liang pei he wo, ye bu xiang wo tai lei.
haha. Wo zhen pa dang ni kai xue hou, wo men de ju li hui yue lai yue yuan.
Wo zhen de xi wang bu hui.
Dao shi wo kan wo men hui geng jia zhen xi dui fang ba.
Bu zhi dao, zai shuo ba.
Zhe ge yue hao xiang yi zhi da gei ni hor?
Haha dian hua fei you ti gao le.
Ke shi bu yao jin!
He ni jiang dian hua de shi hou zhen de hao kai xin.
Wen, love ya.

-raine(3.45am, 10/7/04)

stupid run

2004-07-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Today was e first friday i had after e sch reopens.
Experience it and wasnt tt hateful like thurs.
Jes dislike e PE lesson to be at e starting of da day.
We measured e ht and wt.
Was happy cos i lose 3kg frm a past measurement! yippie!
Its a good improvement yea?
But my height..
I told u guys i CANT grow animore. sobs.
I was like stuck dere for years and still so short!
Ahh. nvm already used to it.
I shud say ITS OKAY being short.
Talkin abt e 2.4 run was jes damn.
My right brain hurts and my muscles tight.
Thats all i can say.
Jes let me sprint ok? No long distance pls.
Hate long distance always.
Nv gonna like it!

I studied kinda long for e Chem test taday.
And wad we din expected was that it was actuali the same paper at mid yr.
So meaning doin it again.
Anyways i din sit for e chem exams so that was e first time i taking it.
It was hard.
No teachers were dere and e whole class was chaotic.
Yea we did copy.
But! i jes copy e first 2 pages and e others i did on my own.
I reali wanna buck up.
If ple dun believe me, or think i cant do it,
I jes will let them think wadeva dey wan.
I knew i can.
I wanna prove to myself and others i can!
I am again one step closer to my goal.

Was e 1st time so mani of us went eating tomyam together.
Me jav alice siyi brenda and michelle
Jes lacked bernice.
Was so full >< nt gonna eat dinner alredy.
Took bus home! yea no cab kz. Mus save $
After alighting e bus den i noe that..
the bus was actuali in cadbury advertisment 1.
OMG.
Cadbury.
Then it tempted me again.
I wan cadbury nowwww.
Tmr mebbi me jav hao michelle and alice goin to watch da windstruck.
zzz. wad windstruck. I shud say "ye man shi jie" :D

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

** Guys beta dun see, put here for some fren's reference :X **
Anyways, there had been some confusions abt e measuring of e bra size rite!
I already CHECKED.
Step 1:
It shud b add 5inches to e measurement you got at e CHEST area.
Den if it is ODD number, den u move up 1 inch to e next even no.
That will b e first 2 digit no. of ur bra size.
Step 2:
Den abt e cup leh.
You go measure e fullest part of ur breast.
Take note hands mus b down.
Use this measurement minus the FINAL measurment in part 1.
That will b e cup size lo.
1/2inch= AA
1 inch = A
2 inch = B
and so on.....

Below is an example lar :D
Step 1: Underbust measurement is 37". Add 5 inches. Bra Size is 42.
Step 2: Full bust measurement is 45".
Step 3: 45 - 42 = 3" difference. Cup size is C.
Result: Buy a 42C bra.

AGAIN thursday

2004-07-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Again thursday the sucky day. Was feeling unwell this morning while i woke up. Had a sorethroat and my right ear seems blocked. Whatever. Woke up kinda late today and was nearly late for school. Luckily i made it b4 e bell went off. Every morning i sms-ed wen and these 2 days, he did nt hear his ringtone and therefore nv replied me. Oh well nvm. Perhaps he is really too tired already.

Had the lame temperature taking in morning assembly and i felt cold and haf a slight headache. Temperature 35.7degrees. I hoped so much to haf a damn high fever so that i could go home! But the temperature reads that i am way too cold -.-" Javelynn bought cadburyyyyyy ytd and wanted to bring today. But she was absent. She cant wake up again -.-" How can i stop this stupid craving for the chocos! My throat ~><~

The blardie teachers were stressing and threatening us if we did not do this or that, we gonna get fair conduct. Bleahz. Ever since koh stepped into my life, i am always getting fair. Damn. I din do anything and he is simply BIAS!

Today i cant slack. Orelse i will die. Damn lots of hmwk to rush and stupid chemistry test postponed to tmr instead of last friday. Wasted las friday to skip it.

Wad mus i accomplish......

1) Study for Chemistry Test
2) Composition
3) S.S article
4) POA corrections

My hands are breaking apart~~~~

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

chinese O lvls oral

2004-07-06T17:43:00.001+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Heyyy. *yawns* i am so tiredd. wo hen leiiiiii~ I slept at 2am ytd cos was tokin wif wen on msn~ So this earlie i was so lazy to woke up and when my dad wanted to use e alarm clock n put beside my ears, i took it and slammed on e table >< den e sound went out of tune. I was telling this to jave at e SS period and sei Ms Tan told e whole klas tt she overheard us sayin abt e papa and mama. Jave luff until cry, i could see her tears rolling down -_-"

Today is Chinese O lvls oral lor! I DIN NOE! aiks. Only know it this morning. After school i was soooo nervous >< I was damn nervous facing the 2 teacher and i stumbled upon a few words. Today isnt my day for oral. My throat is givin my probs. I kinda haf sorethroat and was coughing away. Thats becos of e sudden craze of cadbury chocolates recently. Jave bought 2 rolls today to schhhh! xD~ *drools* ah mus control orelse firstly, i gonna get fat fat. 2ndly i gonna haf terrible sore throat ><"

Stupid me, not bringing e IC. Thx god my buspass was accepted.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

kors bdae

2004-07-04T12:21:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

This morning I went Javelynn's house for tuition. A trio. It seems more lively den 1 to 1 tuition of cos. Frm 11am - 1pm. Therefore had to wake up so earlie to prepare everything.

After tuition we ate e food which was left at e buffet last nite. Tho is leftover food but its still yummy aft re-heat. We are already very full! But dunno wad has got into our minds to ask Hao to buy cheesefries up and me, an extra soursop ice. LOL. Hao joined us later and somehow wantin to fix ning's comp. But is like makin it worse but in e end bac to normal and unable to insert a new hard drive in >< Alice went watchin Spidey 2 wif her bro but in e end theres no tix left so they went shopping and alice buy a whole lot of things Haha, i think usin her bro's money? I dunno. Her bro sure treat her real gd.

Later me, ning and hao again went shopping together. Went to Bugis and then to orchard. Along the way i was keep looking out for guy clothes. And i noe where to get cool clothes for Wen. I bought my bro a shirt, a nice one, for his Bdae tadae! Later Alice and her bro came to meet us. This was e first time i see her brother. Kinda cute and not reali irritating. Still okay ;D

Again the photo craze, we took 2 sets of neoprints. And usin my digicam. MUAHHAHAA :X

Anyway, Greece won Portugal 1:0 wahahahah :X wennnnn!

HERE! click it!

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

chinese o lvls LC

2004-07-03T11:00:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I tot i am not supposed to go school today. Until ytd nite jav suddenly remembered that today supposed to b O lvls chinese listening -.-" Had to reach sch at 8:10am. Dragged myself out frm e bed and lazily went to school. Still in e blur blur condition. Went to e canteen and see no one. Was totally blur den went to e classroom block and found them. I was still blur and frantically searching for Mdm Tan for my entry proof. Den it happened to be wif Jave -.-

E listening was still okay. Wasnt very difficult but unluckily got my seating arrangement at e last 2nd row. Hate e guy's voice cos its deep and some wrds i cant hear properly. Wadeva. They made some confusion and play around wif our minds. Obviously there were different ans frm our frens and we din noe e exact ans. Anyway its over. Heck it.

Had a suay day and made my leg bleed. Damn. Was so hungry but din go wif Alice and Jav to tiong to eat. Cos i am lazy to go bac frm tiong. Jus bought a packet of mee and had calamasi juice. Thats gonna b my breakfast and lunch i think. Muahaha oso bought cadbury rolls. CADBURY. recently had some addiction and crave for chocolates :X nah. i mus maintain my diet.

Felicia said she had sore eyes and so no tuition today. I wonder when she will b okay. Hope will b fine soon. Ahh so full. Tired. gonna go rest. tk care evrybardieeee~

ciaoz~

My daily horoscope:

"Sometimes talking all around the issue is the best way to deal with it. Not today. "

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

me wif jav ~

2004-07-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Went out wif jave this evening. Met her abt 6pm at tiong. Accompany her to pierce her naval. Yea finali she got it. I dun think i gonna pierce it cos e process is kinda slow and i dun think i haf courage to endure e pain. lols. tho is not very pain but i still dun dare. hahas

Den we went orchard to shop. Went to far east. Jav wanted to alter her skirt cos itz too loose. I bought e giodano shirt which cost jus 14bucks. We bought ourselves each a sunglass and shop around. I actuali wanted to rebond my hair. But in e end we never. Later went to meet vic and weihao at cine cos vic wanna pass something to jav. Again we shop around den we go BK slack and had cheese nugget. SO NICE! haha. den we chated abt so mani things for abt an hr den i took a cab hme.

Most prob meeting jaricson on sunday wif hao and ning. Went shopping watch movie or wadeva. Tired. Tmr still haf o lvls chinese listening. Gonna dig my ears :X hahaha -.-"

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Din go school

2004-07-02T13:39:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Ah today i din go school. This make my mum so angry and sad. She cried. *sigh* i feel so bad about it ok. This made her lose trust in me and she tot i gonna repeat e same old mistakes again. But thats untrue! I reali wanted to study hard. Theres 2 reason why i din go today

1) Obviously i woke up very late and by the time i prepared everthing, I am gonna b late.

2) Today theres gonna b a chem test of 17 chapters! And i had no time to study for it cos e teacher onli informed us this week and thru out this week, there r tons of hmwk to do everyday and i am soooo tired everytime. So yea, i was afraid to tk e test cos i knew i din noe how to do it.

I checked e lessons today and there seems to b no real impt subjs except E maths. I guess i will go check it out wif my frens. Ah later gonna go to e embassy again to tk my passport. So sick of it. Suddenly found 50bucks in my pocket -.- I dun remember anything but ahh jus keep it.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Lazy me

2004-07-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Finali i managed to go thru this tiring thursday. I jes hate thursday. I am so so so pissed wif my dad tis morning. Damn stupid plug went on sparks when i try to insert my hair dryer in. Den make my whole house blackout! It wasnt my fault! It was accidental, plus i could see e plug is some cheap stuff and wasnt original. They try to get e electricity bac but failed. Den my dad jus kept scoldin and scoldin and scolding!! ok thats like non-stop! My mum even tok to me in e nice voice and said it wasnt my fault! I was sooo angry wif my dad. After he stopped awhile, he continued again. My brother was adding to it cos he couldnt play his comp! Damn. 2 useless fools. He jus kept malign me of everything and in e end i jus couldnt take it anymore and yelled back. My eyes was a lil wet. I am going to b late and jus wanna get out of tt hell place! I jus dashed to school.

Again I had tomyam. jus was too hungry. Was a lil addicted wif cadbury chocolates.
Again we took cab home today. And i am broke again. This week i was able to save my $30 onli. Pathetic me. Blahh. Jus couldnt wake up so earlie to tk e bus to sch. Jes too lazy. Damn. Tmr haf chem test and i gotta study 17 chapters! OMG. I am so tireddd! Gimme a break plss!

Anyways, haf been calling to dear so mani times on e fone this month. I kinda worried e fone bill will explode tis mth. I expect e worst. I am jus too lazy to sms.

Lazy me.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

accomplished

2004-06-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Today we actualli planned to watch spiderman 2 wif e grp of gers. But we checked all e movie time and all cinemas in orchard started at 4pm. They couldnt make it so it was cancelled. School dismissed earlie today and went to eat tom yam soup again. Yummy! After i went home, i actuali intended to slp but i was so bothered by my hmwks ><" so i wld rather dun slp and now i finished all my hmwk. Yea! suddenly had some passion for accounts and now i do e accounts myself. I felt accomplished! Its onli 8pm i finished all my hmwks. Packed my bags and done EVERYTHING. Everything is going according to plan today! Maybe i wld do some workouts later :D

Man.. I cut my own fringe and i think it sux! ahhh~
I haf 3 movies on my mind now...

1) Spiderman 2
2) Wo de Ye Man Shi Jie
3) Around the world in 80days

Perhaps gonna catch all during e weekends o.o
Anyways i slept e whole nite ytd so i wasnt aware that Singapore had a huge blackout until my frens told me tis morning. My bro said that my area was not affected. Oh ok.
My chicken chopppppp~~~
-gone-

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Bored.

2004-06-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Today nearly late but thanks god it is raining. Nth reali happened. I brought my digicam to school and had some pix. Boring day.

Click below image to view ^^

Black

2004-06-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

My fren told me this..

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

He says i haf the shy character in me and i dun reali wans to stands out in public..

Jus some comments anyway :D

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

first day..

2004-06-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Today first day of school. I usually hated the first week cos i will be rushing tons of hmwk which were untouched during e holidays. I went to javelynn house to stay overnite and went to school today together. We r supposed to do e 8 news paper articles but in e end we failed to do so and i slept at 4++am and she 5++am. But we managed to wake up and was not rush in e morning.

I tot it wld b a worse day for me cos i haf not done e POA hmwks. Miss You went checking one by one and scolded those who din do. But due to my "past", she somehow toked to me alone and discussed if i wanted to drop POA. I knew POA is easy to score and only a fool will drop POA. Heard frm my frens that if u got e basics, its reali not hard to catch up again. I guess its true. So after school Jave and Michelle accompany me to find Miss You and she teached me abt e ledger. I somehow understood it and thanks you guys for helping me out too.

Recently e videos of e execution of e 3 american guy and e korea guy were passed around and spreading in the web. Yeah Ivan sent me 1. It was damn gross! I was kinda yelling when i saw that. Those Iraqis were totally inhuman. They suck.

Jave gonna cut hair again. faints. I wonder how it will turn out. I guess i am not going to accompany her later cos i am reali so tired today. Had actuali planned my time well. Gonna catch a nap later and after that do my hmwk. Den tok to dear dear at nite!! Hahas okays.

-gone-

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

slacking..

2004-06-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

yeahh ! everything went bac well again. Haha simply so happy. It is heaven. :X LOL. anyways tmr.. sch is starting already.

1) Haf no packed my bag

2) Not done any hmwks

3) Still slacking

4) Have not washed my clothes

5) Not tidy my room

ugh. I felt so incomplete and not accomplished! aiks. Winnie called me and we chatted abt e poly stuffs. She is 2 yrs my senior and wanting to retake english O's. As i was tkin this yr so she needed my help wif e notes etc. yeah i will help her. I mus buck up too. Most prob i will b entering temasek poly as my first choice. ><" ah wadeva. long way. Just hope everything goes smoothly now. Oh i tot of getting a new digicam. I am not satisfied wif e one i am now! I wan it CLEARER. :P

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

damn

2004-06-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I wait for you by the comp.

I wait for you by the fone.

I called you.

I sms you.

I miss you.

I was ignored completely.

You make my heart broken.

You make all hope vanished.

That i will not forget.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Sentosa

2004-06-26T12:32:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

After yesterday's sentosa day, I am so tired and kinda slept very earlie. And my eyes are itchy due to e damn salty see water. Anyway yesterday nite was very hot! I cant slp well, i gues due to e suntanning. Not reali tt comfy.

Oh about yesterday, went to Sentosa very earlie in e morning and it started out for me as a bad day. I went to e MRT station and realised that i actuali forget to bring my money out. What a muddlehead! So haf to travel all e way bac and take. This time they had to wait for me. Haha. We wanted to take cable car over. But it was $10++ for each person, so we dunwan. As i am so lazy to walk to e bustop, i suggest we took a cab dere. But, in e end, we still mus tk a bus in -.-"

We applied e suntan lotion prepared to suntan. But hao cannot withstand e heat and wanted to go into e waters. So ning accompany her. She jus tan for a while onli. But i tan about 2 - 3 hrs i think. And i was red already. I guess it was enuff. Had milo freeze in such a hot weather is like heaven! Around afternoon we mostly spend our time in e waters. But i felt like womiting. I guess thats cos i nv eat e whole day. ><"

This morning i woke up and find myself.. hmm.. a lil golden brown i guess. But ning was so in pain yesterday! I guess her skin is gonna peel off.. But nvm! we will go another day and i am sure she is gonna b tanned! :D

Click below to view the photos!

life sux

2004-06-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Its already friday now! yesterday i waste e whole bloody day slping. Ugh. In e end failed to go out wif jave. Kinda feel bad. Anyways so regret slping for so long!! Holidays are ending and now i feel so empty. I nv studied and i am jus slacking all the way. arghhh. So terrible. I dunwan to think. I felt like running away again. But this will not help anything.. hais life sux..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

we...

2004-06-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

sigh. Jus quarreled wif him again. When will it stop i wonder. I am feeling so terrible now. Completely in a pathetic bad bad bad mood. I somehow jus wished that he is by my mind. Jus haf a simple and sweet relationship. I wanted nth but jus to b simply beside ~~his~~ side...

At first i tot being wif him will be easy. All me jus need is e determination and e love for each other. We need nt worry more. But as time passes, i realise that i need more den that. Or perhaps i cant feel e care jus thru msn, sms or wadeva electronic devices that kept us in contact for all thie while. In maintaining this relationship, i tell u guys, is real hard for me. I cant let go and i cant bear to. Or perhaps i am jus not self-satisfied wif e way we are now. Or i guess i need not b envy of others. When my mood goes real down, i tend to think of unhappy things. Thru these yrs i tried to change. I am not sensitive now. I am reali taking things so openly and i dun care abt wad others think. Issit cos both of us had some differences. As in the lifestyle we are in now. We do know that we had reali big differences and we did compromise each other. Anyways so sorry. I love you so.

I told you in e fone, you hear them? =)

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

hao and ning.

2004-06-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today finali went out wif hao and ning! Hahas.. Starting i was waiting for them about more den 30mins? Around dere. Hahas. We went shopping lalala~ orchard to bugis. Bought 2 top and 1 skirt. LOL. Oh yah cut my hair and is still long lar =D i like it!

Below are some pix la.. Taken on today!

Japanese Name

2004-06-22T11:41:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I woke up at 11+ today. Kinda late den before. Ah wadeva. Today i am reali going to meet hao hao and ning ning. o.O so bored. gotta wait for e pig to wake. Saw this on fren's blog so i giv it a try. Kinda translate ur name to Japanese name. After i made all.. den i realise that me and my bf had a same surname. LOL! such a coincidence.. ROFL.

This is Cai Xiu Yi

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

This is Chai Sau Yi

My japanese name is 浜野 Hamano (seaside field) 恵美 Emi (blessed with beauty).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
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This is Raine Chai

My japanese name is 原 Hara (wilderness) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

I made for my bf oso.. LOL

His English name..

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 海斗 Kaito (big dipper of the ocean).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
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His Chinese name..

My japanese name is 吉国 Yoshikuni (good fortune country) 健太 Kenta (healthy and plump).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

lame day

2004-06-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Ahh. I postponed my tuition to tmr. Jave said she wanted to go shopping! But now is already 4pm! Bombed her fone so mani times. She and her dear oso haven woke. Or issit they went out earlie without e litebulb? T.T Anyways so bored and so some quzzes. Dun think they are reali accurate.

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

oh my god!

2004-06-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

omggg. tuition agains. *sigh* itz alredy monday T.T e last week to go. My head now is bombing wif lotsa hmwk T.T gotta haf e determination to do. But i am so so so lazy! howwww. I can feel e tension. prelimsss! omg. omg! i wan faint alredy. I hate O lvls!

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Left one week

2004-06-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I was shocked that my mum say its gonna be saturday today. Totally shocked! So that means i left with one week of holiday. *sigh* So fast! and 3 weeks had already past. I had so many things on my mind and i am starting to get worried. Firstly, my homework. I have not done anything yet! Hmm and i tot of revising in e June holidays but should i say that it was e comp fault? I jus cant get my hands outta e comp. So I need to have some self control. Thinking of the prelims and O levels reali gave me a headache. C'mon! T.T

I am afraid that i might overslept for today's tuition. And i woke up several times, worrying. Woke up, check e time, woke up, check e time. My eyes were tired. And i beginning to think excuses on whether i shud come out wif some stories and tell her i cant make it for e tuition. Jus then, she smsed me. She said something abt her grandfather and postponed e tuition to monday. I was like.. all of a sudden so energetic! LOL. wad a coincidence..

Yesterday nite i already missed him so much. Weekend now so he cldnt go on9 to find me. He said that we try not contacting each other for 2 days until monday. Which means no msn no sms and no call. I dunno wads e purpose. But missing someone is reali hard. Yeah i noe why. Cos we cant meet and e onli way we contact each other is thru msn or sms. So everyday he also comes on9. Thru this relationship all we can do is jus chat. We reali chated so mani things until theres not much to chat about. I am not sayin that our relationship is going downhill. Its still fine. All we can expect is e next meeting. So i wonder when will it be? *sigh* perhaps he had a chance to come to sg? I hope so. I need to haf lotsa trust in him. I really needed alot..

[p/s] - [[ xiang . ni ]]

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Shuyin and Lenne

2004-06-18T04:10:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

THE STORY OF LENNE AND SHUYIN

About 1000 years ago, two great countries in Spira, Bevelle and Zanarkand, had a war. Bevelle used high tech machine as weapons while Zanarkand used traditional Summoning skills as weapons. At the end, Bevelle defeated Zanarkand. Survivors of Zanarkand used up their last bit of power and created "Dream Zanarkand". However, their highest summoner used up his own power to summon 'Sin'. Sin destroyed everything, until is got defeated by the Highest Summoner's Daughter And Son-In-Law (Yunaleca and Lord Zaon). After the events, High Officials of Bevelle created Yevon to monopolise the situation. Hence, people in Spira have been deceived for 1000 years.

Within the war, there was an tragic event. The victims were Lenne, Zanarkand's most famous singer and her lover Shuyin. If the war never happened, they would probably have lived happily together forever. But because the war, the famous singer and also a summoner Lenne has to head to the battle field even she knows that's commiting suicide. Out of all these people in Zanarkand, there was one person who wished to have Lenne lives on. He decided to do anything in order to save Lenne. Shuyin then thought of Vegnagun, Bevelle's most powerful battle machine. Because Vegnagun cant be fully operated and controlled, it was sealed in under Bevelle. But it was the only way to end the war. Having this thought in his mind, Shuyin sneaked in Under-Bevelle. Just as the moment he can control Vegnagun, Lenne who found out his plan ran in. Lenne knows Vegnagun's power will destroy all of Spira, hence she went to under-bevelle and try to stop Shuyin. When she meets Shuyin, Bevelle Soldiers found them. Then the tragedy occurs, Lenne and Shuyin were both shot. And Shuyin had to see his lover got killed right by him. Shuyin however was injured and locked in a jail at Under-Bevelle. Because of his wish to save Lenne results in the death of Lenne, plus birthplace Zanarkand goes into destruction step by step, Shuyin hated himself, hated Bevelle, hated the world, then Shuyin died with the hatred. But his hatred and sadness combines with pyreflies, and furthur strengthening him by gathering power in Mushroom Rock Road's Sealed Cave.

FFX and X-2 is e best!

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

450km

2004-06-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

* ~We are 450km apart and misses u~ *

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

BBQ

2004-06-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I actuali dun remember that today was suppose to be ex 2/7 BBQ day, until bird physcho me to go. I actuali dun intend to go as they booked it as Pasir Ris and i wanted it at East Coast. It was becos e previous 2 times I went, i had many insect bites on my leg and left scars. I hate it so much! Jave oso kena so i was so objective to pasir ris. But Bird still suceed in phycho-ing me go.

I went there later and reached about 6pm. Took a cab there and cost me about 11bucks. Aiks. This year was quite gd. Though e people there were lesser than before. But i was kind of shock to see Sophia and Ginnie there. Sophia dyed her hair gold or wadeva colour it is and wore a surfer shorts that could see her butt line -.- I guess that was e "trend" huh. And e reason why ginnie was there cos.. *ahem* somebody somebody~

The gals were relaxed this yr than e previous yrs now we are e one eating! The guys did a great job! We had great fun and I am so in to taking photos everywhere. E guys so shy larh.. and si kevin and cheeheng, I was not able to tk a decent photo of them. So irritating. At the end they made e fire damn big, threw paper, plates, margarine, chilli oil or wadeva they can find. Very farnie larh. guys -.-"

Yup Bernice dad sent me hme again. This was e 3rd time i guess. How nice of them.

See click the below photo to enter my photos area and check out e BBQ photos! ;D

month of june

2004-06-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Singles refuse to sell themselves short between the 1st and 8th. You deserve someone who's right for you. From the 2nd through 4th, many eligible contestants parade past you. Let the right one know when he or she walks into your life. People already in relationships find new reasons to appreciate each other. If your loved one goes through changes on the 9th or 10th, look on the bright side. It's like getting to know this person all over again. Expand your definition of family on the weekend of the 12th, and make your sweetheart happy. Continued patience and tolerance are required during the week of the 14th, whether or not you're still in the mood. Any first dates that happen around the 17th must include listening as well as talking. And if your flirt goes on the fritz, interested parties are all over you from the 21st to 23rd. Play it cool until the right one sets you on fire. The 24th and 25th introduce minor logistical problems, such as who stays where and how it affects the pets. But people that are determined to be together can easily resolve anything that comes between them.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

failed

2004-06-13T06:42:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Yup i failed to go back to original sleeping time. I endured so hard until 5pm. But i jus couldnt anymore and dozed off. Woke up at abt 11pm. Wen had already slept at 10pm. Din reali tok to him today. We had a few sms and tts all for e day. He couldnt come on9. So bored today. Made my template as usual and during midnite, my brother's frens come. One of them is my secondary ex school mate, 2 yrs my senior. It happened to b my brother's fren too. Wad coincidence. We chated for some time while i was stil making my template. Hahas.

My brother completed FFX and i watched e ending movie. Hmm till den, i noe why theres a need for FFX-2. Well PS2 here i comeeee! I wana complete FFX too den continue to FFX-2. *grins*

-6.51am

One of fav song:

Kudo Shizuka工藤静香 - In the sky
Theme of Kamisama, Mou Sukoshi Dake

Kowareta melody kono sekai wo
Sore demo sora wa kimagure dane itsumo...
Kimi wa chiisana koe dakara futari wa chikazuki sugita ne
Hikari to kage mitai ubai atteta

Iroaseteyuku kono sekai wo
Ano hi no sora wa shitteita yo kitto

Kimi no koe dake dane kokoro ni kagi wo kaketa ano toki wo
Omoidaseru mono wa kiesou dakedo

Ima mou ichido kotaete hoshii kimi dake ni
Takasugiru kono sora ni wa muryoku de

Omoidasenai kono sekai wo
Sukutte hoshii ima dareka ni

Kowareta melody kono sekai wo
Sore demo sora wa kimagure dane sametayouni...

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

lil abt myself 2

2004-06-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

1. Birthdate?
* 27 nov *

2. From what school?
* outram.. *

3. Where would you wanna go right now?
* Malaysia *

4. What is ur wish right now?
* Hoping to by your side right now *

5. When did you last cry?
* not sure *

6. Do you like your handwriting?
* still acceptable *

7. Any bad habits?
* slp in e afternoon, active at nite *

8. What is your most embarrassing moment?
* Was drunk and hit my ex bf *

9. What would u change about u?
* i wan 2 b taller! *

10. Are you a daredevil?
* bu zhi dao *

11. who inspires you to live?
* my family my friends and you *

12. Do looks matter?
* guess so *

13. Do you believe in ghosts?
* yeap *

14. How many piercings do you have?
* 4 *

15. Are you trendy?
* yup *

16. How do you release anger?
* throw things :X *

17.Where is your second home?
* no 2nd home *

18.What were your favorite toy(s) as a child?
* forgotten *

19. Favorite subject/sports?
* fav sub - PE *
* fav sports - cycling *

20. When is ur best moment(s) of your life?
* when i am still a child, when i am wif you *

21. Favorite dessert?
* soursop ice *

22. ABS-CBN or GMA?
* ... *

23. favorite bands?
* F.I.R *

24.What do you look for in a guy/girl?
*
:: press here :: see e 20sept entry *

25. What is your nickname?
* mian bao chao ren LOL! *

26. Would you bungee?
* nv tried b4 *

27. What do you wear when u sleep?
* t shirt + shorts *

28. What do u worry about right now?
* my hmwks *

29. Did u ever go on a diet?
* yeah always *

30. who is your first kiss?
* onn mun *

32. who's ur crush in showbiz?
* takeshi kaneshiro *

33. What's your favorite color combination?
* dark to bright *

34. favorite ice cream flavor?
* cookies n cream *

35. favorite animal?
* dunhaf *

36. Are you in love now?
* yeahhs. *

37. what will be ur wedding song?
* love songs *

38. greatest regret?
* to have agreed on xy *

39. kyla or nina?
* ... *

40. Motto in life?
* sleep while i can -yawns- *

41.one nite stand or long term relationship?
* long term *

42. future profession?
* pe teacher or in service line *

43.what is the perfect date?
* had e day well-organized wif e right guy *

44. What would u like for your birthday?
* mp3player -sigh- *

45. What will be your resolution?
*...*

46. What is/are ur best asset/s?
* bank book -winks- *

47. Are u a better listener or a better adviser?
* listener *

48. message to your enemy /enemies?
* jing shui bu fan he shui *

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

after tuition

2004-06-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

yayyyy~* My pics are backkkk! Make sure i dun exceed e bandwidth again -.-" tireddd!! 3++pm lerh still haven slp. I mus endure! cos i wanna go back to original sleeping time. I feel so dizzy.. My brain T.T Jus now got tuition luckily i able to make thru. Was doin A maths and need lotsa brain power. I jus dunhaf e energy. So was blank blank today ahh! amitt wanted me to teach me do blogging o.o ok at lease i have smthg to do and i wun feel bored. gotta finish my mee siam *yummy~* dear where are u~~~~~

Blog's Music : Eiko Matsumoto松本英子 - Squall

Sakki made no toori ame ga
Uso mitai ni kirei na sora
Sonna fuu ni hohoemu kara
Itsu no ma ni ka ureshiku naru yo

Chotto ookina anata no shatsu
Tooshita sode wo tsumande mita ima...

Watashi koi wo shite iru kanashii kurai
Mou kakusenai kono setsunasa wa
Motto issho ni itai
Futari de itai
Kanaete hoshii natsu no akogare
Sagashiteta anata dake...

Ase wo kaita aisutii to
Torisugita poraroido shashin

Anna fuu ni hashaida kara
Kaeri michi wa samishiku naru yo

Yuuyake somaru eki no hoomu
Te wo furu anata tooku natte iku...

Watashi koi ni ochiteru kurushii kurai
Mou kakusenai atsui tokimeki
Zutto meguriau koto
Yume ni miteta no
Wakatte hoshii natsu no akogare

And I touched the rain!
So I need your love

Watashi koi wo shite iru koi ni ochiteru
Mou kakusanai atsui tokimeki
Yatto meguriaeta no
Yume ni miteta no
Sameru koto nai natsu no akogare
Sagashiteta anata dake...

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Tuition

2004-06-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Resuming my tuition later at 1pm. I hate it but i still must force myself to go thru the entire 2 hrs. I din slp AGAIN. So wad i worried most later on is whether i can tahan anot. *sigh* getting tired now already. Oh yah i exceeded my bandwith and *poof* all e pics are GONE! I mean jus temporarily gone. I wonder when will it be back to normal. Still coughing. *yawns* I am hungry....

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Stupid Lifestyle

2004-06-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I think i am certain of my current life right now.

1) Sleeping disorder ( slps in the afternoon, wakes in e nite )
2) Wait for wen to call me to go MSN.
3) Talk to him in the MSN till midnite.
4) Spend on time on e computer till afternoon

And it goes like a cycle for about 3 days?
oh man This cant continue! My life is like in a mess right now. Tmr i am starting my tuition @1pm. I think i must go bac to original lifestyle. WEN!! remember to give me morning call. Wahahaha :X

Listening to : 933FM
Song Name : F.I.R飞儿乐团 - 我们的爱

回忆里想起模糊的小时候云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说要和我手牵手一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不想抬头看仿佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起我忘记了呼吸眼泪啊永远不再

不再哭泣我们的爱过了就不再回来直到现在
我还默默的等待我们的爱我明白以变成你的负担

只是永远我都放不开最后的温暖你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我现在我想要自由的天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界不再寂寞

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

BORED!

2004-06-11T07:21:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Wen went to bed earlie. I still dunwan to slp ><". I was listening to Fm933. Downloaded some chinese songs. I listening to a nice song and suddenly 6am they played Majulah Singapura and spoilt the song! Bored bored bored! Let me finish up wad i shud do and start to study tmr! Mus have determination. Packed my room :D clean n tidy.

My hair is dropping so pathetically. I guess tts something not gd for long hair. *sigh*. Went surfing and I HATE ADVERTISEMENTS! Read Jiamin's diary and found out that she reali had gre8 time everyday except for the working part. :X interesting. I shud b the one playing FFX! Stupid brother saw tt it was nice and started playin too. Conclusion = I cant play! T.T

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

If i am gone..

2004-06-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

whoosh! i slept reali WHOLE pathetic day. I dunno why i so tired. Yes still coughing. Wen called me and the handphone was switched off. I wonder why. I nv off my handphone. Nope is not battery flat, i just got it charged. So wierd perhaps e batt was loose. He din go to sunway today and was changed to tomorrow. so.. tmr i was going to b alone. I think i shud start on my holiday hmwks already yea? lols.

Hmm was readin on one my fren's blog. The song of the blog "First Love" reali affected my mood while reading his entries. I was readin his story and i feel sad. Obviously love stories. *sigh* and there was 1 entry abt if ur gf/bf had a illness, will u leave him/her. Hmm i asked wen. By then my mood is so down. I am so serious abt asking that qn. He did gave me satisfactory answers. I was happy. I would feel that life is so meaningless when my love one is ~~gone~~. dun leave me. Everyday tokin to wen in MSN is already very fortunate for me. tho i cant feel him or see him. Something he said reali touched my heart. If i break wif him and i had another guy. He still will giv me chance to go bac to him. was reali touched.

listening to 933FM now
Shine - 天地一秒

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

cough!

2004-06-10T07:53:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

My cough seems to b getting bad tis morning. *coughs* stupid! I hate coughing! so xin ku.. T.T Earlie in e morning got nagged by my mum. *sigh* yea i noe. Study and wash my clothes. I haven slept yet. Was again busy with my blog. Its gonna finish in no time! :D Wen going to sunway today hais not going to accompany tis afternoon T.T alone alone ~* *miss him* lalala.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Little abt me

2004-06-10T07:31:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME ? :
Raine ~*

2. WHAT COLOR TOP ARE YOU WEARING NOW??:
Orange ~*

3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?:
1000 no kotoba ~*

4. WHAT IS YOUR HPHONE NUMBER?:
lalalala~ 1382 :D ~*

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:
Tom yam mee ~*

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:
Blue ~*

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?:
Qing Tian ~*

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
Wen ! *muackss* ~*

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
Face ~*

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?:
Still Okay ~*

11. fav dance :
Hehe. I dun dance!

12. FAVORITE DRINK?:
Lime Juice! ~*

13. WHO DO U LIKE?:
Wen Wen Wen! dear~*

14. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?:
hmmm?.. Jiamin/Jave/Kind/Bernice/Alice ~*

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?:
Err.. Cycling!! ~*

16. EYE COLOR?:
Dark Brown ~*

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?:
Yea Yea *Nods*

18. FAVORITE MONTH?:
April ^^

19. FAVORITE FOOD?:
alot alot!! toufu? Veggies!! Laksa!! *drools*

20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?:
Shrek 2 :X ~*

21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?:
10 April! *~

22. ARE YOU SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?:
Nope nOpe!!

31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S):
eh? Monopoly? zZz *~

32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?:
tok to dear in msn *~

33. FAVORITE SMELL(S):
Food food! :X

34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?:
-.-" no.

35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?:
Salty *~ hold on. I DUN eat popcorns.

36. FAVORITE CAR?:
I dunno i dunnO!!

37. FAVORITE FLOWER?:
Lavender? :X *~

38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?:
3 *~

39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?:
N-O

40. FAVORITE DAY(S):
wednesday! earlie dismissal :D~

41. RED OR WHITE WINE?:
red i guess? *~

42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? :
ahh forget!! *~

43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?:
nahh :X *~

44. LIFETIME GOAl??:
wahh.. :X dunno -.-"

45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Sms dear!! :X

46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE?
27 nov *~ :D

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iN-e-Sky

Dear

2004-06-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

so happy now. I am reali so deeply in love. haha. Madness! so happy tokin to wen in msn right now. Decide to post one entry cos i scared i forget later on. It has past 12am and e date is 10/6/04. hee. Its been 2 months since we r together. Time seems so slow. Its like we r together for so long. I reali love u. I missed those days in genting. Reali had wonderful memories, especiali in e 2nd day. haha i miss ur smiles! Blame on ur stupid webcam which is so blur! lols. ^^ haha our first hotel room 9769 LOL!! madness. I believe in our relationship altho we cant meet so often. The promises that we made let us go on and on and on.... remember e 5 yrs thingy. Haha. It sounds so naive. But i am sure we can do it. hehe. U left me so many happy memories and precious moments.. Happy to even hear ur voice.. Will always by your side. wo ye hen xiang ni, ai ni. Ye hui he ni yi yang.. deng zhe ni ^^

-raine(1.07am, 10/6/04)

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Passport

2004-06-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Chatted wif wen in msn wif 3+am in e morning. So happy. I reali love him lots! I dunwan to wait till next year den i cld see him again T.T feeling so terrible and i miss him alot.. waiting for him to be on9 :D

I slept late ytd nite and was so irritated by my mother. She was so naggy tis morning as we need to go to e ambassador(wadeva its called) of msia in singapore, to renew our passport. When we reached there its already going to 11. And they onli allow to do it in e morning. When we got there, its raining heavily already. I hate e rain! i jus bathe and i dunwan to get wet. Theres such a loooonnnnngggg queue. Pisses me off again.

1. Heavy Rain
2. Had to wake up so early.
3. Got nagged by my mum.
4. Not enuff slp.

Lastly.. when i got there i cant do e passport already!! omg. Someone even say that we shud go at 6am in e morning to start que-ing up. The stupid building is so big and they had jus a pathetic small room to do e passport + ple who do visa oso go dere. Stupid low efficiency. *sigh* If i was a Singaporean.....

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Stupid Diaryland

2004-06-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I somehow jus woke up. Had reali a bad sore throat after i am bac frm genting. I wonder when Kind would b bac. I am doing the stupid transfering frm my previous diary to this. Stupid diaryland. Forget it. I haf done e whole nite ytd until 1pm++ tis mornig and finali doze off. Tis morning wen can on9. Haha he change his stupid nick to "Bao Ah Yu Yat" Purposely wanna make fun of me. *Laughs* Actuali suppose to read as "Ah Yat Bao Yu" den i read as "Bao Ah Yu Yat" at e starting during the genting trip and he makes fun of me till now -.-" lol. wen, lets b like e past and move on together ya ;D

Jave, are we suppose to go watch harry potter today? LOL. Did you.. overslept? LOL. nvm.. i guess u're working now :D ahh~ terrible sore throat *coughs* my voice T.T

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

I am BACK!

2004-06-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

YO! i am backkkkk!! *sigh* stupid custom damn jammed up! haha.. Anyways.. wad shud i say? hmm.. do i have a nice time in genting? Well.. actually is kinda boring there :X haha.. But nvm as long as i can wif.. *ahem* lols! err.. met wen. Haha at first i was nervous when i meet him. So many ple ask me how he looks like. LOL. erm.. not bad. :X But i felt easy being with him durin e starting cos i somehow is talkative. :X Sooner, he started to open up and talk more. And we became more natural. haha. I showed him e natural side of me. How i talked. How is e way i do things etc. I am abit erm.. "chu lu" too. LOL. I wana him to accept e way i am.

During the first day, e reason being why i wanted to folo wif my bro and his fren is cos i feel wierd wif him alone. As in, we r not tt close yet. So i prefer to b like this. Before i say anything b4 e theme park, someting reali pisses me off. Hmm.. "First World Hotel" seems to b so erm.. high class rite? eeeks. E room super small. Smallest i ever seen. Nvm. I could onli thx god tt e bed is comfortable. The theme park.. erm.. actuali.. i onli wanted to sit e roller coaster. *sigh* Like theres nth to play. Of cos many ple wanna try e space shot. ( see below clip to see wads tt ) but i wore skirt -.- fancy wearing skirt to play :X i guess i was e onli one :D It was reali super cold at nite. I was shivering

During the night, me and wen went out to the shopping ctr and walk around. Haha jus keep walking until our legs are tired. Den we seated dere at e staircase until around 5+ , 6am? LOL. madness! Had buffet breakfast in e morning wif my family. I can see that Wen is uneasy abt it. I noe how he feels. But how can i reject my family's offer? LOL. So thats it. Den we went shopping and bought some souveneirs for e 6 gers ^^ I guess i stop now. Jus keep in my fond memories :D

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Nice cam !

2004-06-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

ahhhh~ I felt so loved! hehe :X so happy larh.. hais. Din go out wif Jave again. Hmm 1 reason cos i lazy go so far again >< another reason is cos wen rarely come on9 so i wanna tok to him. Sorry jave! thank god you r not angry. Hehe.. Slept at 6am last nite and woke at 9+am. Got woken up my wen's sms. Den i nv slp since then.

Jave's bro cant lend e video cam cos his baby wana born out liao. *sigh* den i was busy findin cam at e las min. Den finali found ivan who agreed to borrow. Jus after that my mum called and say whether i wan a camera which can tk pic and oso video one. Its small and is cheap! haha so nice larh.. And yay! i got it. So cute. Jus nice for me to bring it to genting. Hehe

Ahh jus one more day!! so so so excited! Mayb kind would b joining us too and see how e plan works den :D

::aishiteru::

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Dun go

2004-06-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I guess i got hooked up on ffx. Cos my bro jus borrowed PS2 frm his fren. FFX's graphics are real nice! and i love e battle system. Way too cool!

Its jus one more day and i am meeting wen. I am so anxious + excited. I hope everything goes well :D Hee.. Today we quarrel again.. He say he dun feel like going ( My heart dropped frm a cliff to e bottam, indeed disappointed ) when i told him mebbi my bro and his fren is going too. And most prob they sharing room wif wen. So wen was saying that if tts e case den he gonna go down to his fren house n stay. I was like wondering its gonna take hours going up and down. I planned to have breakfast in very early in e morning with him and planned to tok till very late into e nite and many many more~ Den i could treasure e time wif him. But if he is to travel down.. *sigh* i dunno wad i can do. Den i feel so sad. I wanted to tok to him. But he ignored my call. Thats of cos after we quarrel. Anyways we r fine now and i love him so much. And miss him lots.

[p/s] Maybe going to rebond hair tmr wif michelle and her mum. LOL.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Theres Vacancy

2004-05-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I was feeling sleepy the whole day. I guess thats becos i slept for abt 2 hrs only before i went to sit for my O lvls chinese. Actuali i intended to slp earlie. I lied on bed at 1 am tryin to slp but i cant slp for 3 hrs. I am jus so excited about e genting trip. In e 3hrs i was thinking, what shud i wear, wad shud i bring, wad shud we do dere? so many so many things! Fridayy~~~

Of cos i slept eventually and i was extremely tired this morning. But i forced myself up. During my way to school wen called me. He said he wanted to wish me gd luck and some encouragement :D Anyway, the paper was quite tough and i guess i dun think i can score well. But theres still a re-test so i am not reali worried abt it.

E first thing i do when i reached home is to check my mail. I was anxious to noe if e bookings of e hotel is successful. The reply was that the themepark hotel i wanted to book is full house. Aww. So disappointed. But it mentioned that World Class hotel is still available. I replied the company that i wanted a change of hotel to world class. So afraid that its nt goin to b available. But when i was slpin tis afternoon, the hotel management call and say theres room for us! YAY! was extremely happy about it. They got us 2 rooms! Lalala~

Wanted to format my computer today but i haf no one to send my files to! ahh! and my files were indeed big. E onli thing i can do is to send to my brother's comp thru network cos we r under e same router. But he does not wan to open e network as he says it will lag his comp. Ahh! so stubborn. No matter what he is not going to open it! So So So! i dunno wad to do next. If i proceed to formatting .. My files T.T My Songs! T.T all gone larhh! Dunno Dunno. Dun wanna bother abt it today.

Wen had spent so much money on calling me. Hmm he is so nice to me. We talked abt e genting trips and stuffs. YaY! he jus msged me tellin me tt he is allowed to go genting. I still insist on e webcam thingy. Feeling slpy rite now.. *yawns* gtg catch some sleep lerhh. Wan An guys.

[p/s] Gonna haf fun tmr! Going to watch "The day After tmr" wif my grp of gers. o.O

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Worries

2004-05-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Tmr i am having chinese o lvls paper and guess wad. It seems like i was so heck care abt it. Ah wadeva. I did study jus a little bit. Oh man i dunno how am i goin go to do e paper. AH! dun wanna go n think abt it anyways. I din slp e whole nite again. My time was upside down now. Hais. I duno wad to do now.

Altho i am going to msia but i dunno wads that "something" which make me kinda unhappy about. Perhaps my parents r coming along. I feel so wierd or should i say uneasy. *sigh* was reali bothered about it. I knew wen would surely feel awkard in e presence of my parents. If i am e one who folo-ed his family. I knew how he will feel oso. *sigh* I reali dunwan my parents to go!! Well thats one prob. Wen was afraid that i might feel disappointed when i see him... To speak e truth. I was a lil worried. But i told myself no matter wad, i gonna still accept e way he is. Cos i reali love him. I jus couldnt stop thinking. Ahh! my parents!! I wonder they go dere to enjoy themselves or to spy on us. I hate this family more as days past. How i wished i am 21 and no one would haf control over me! One more thing. I gonna book e hotel rooms soon and my mum said that there might b not enuff rooms cos its holiday time and mani ple would book hotel rooms in advance. And she said perhaps she gonna book onli 1 room. Wad e hell? The 4 of us including wen to slp together? OMG! Thats impossible!! No matter what i wanna get 2 rooms! So many things to settle and i am so irritated by it! I hate it! zzz ..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Never end up quarelling

2004-05-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I gt to slp earlie tonite. Tmr havin O lvls chinese paper. OMg! Hais. Din study for it. Slacking all e way. So i guess i will flunk tis paper. ahh! dunno wad actuali am i doing. Nvm i will still go sit for e exam tmr of cos.

Confirmation:

1) Chinese Dictionary

2) I/C

Went shopping wif my family. Went to Suntec again. Bought a top and one pair of shoe frm "fondhugs" ( my fav shop ) and den 2 skirts frm "Iora" , one pair of earrings frm "perlinis silver". Went bac hme and tidy my wardrobe. After that i had a conversatin wif my mum regarding e genting trip. We talked alot and FINALI a talk which nv ended up quarreling =D so happy. I agreed on e terms that she made. And she agreed on mine too. I told her abt me and wen. As in our relationship. Well, Jus finished booking e genting hotel online. Booked the "Theme Park Hotel". Not sure whether it actuali works. So gonna call and check it out some other day. I am so excited ! But my bro keeps wanting me to noe how wen looks like first.. I reali dunno wad to do on that. I guess I have to wait till monday on whether wen gets to enrol wif his college anot.. gtg slp. Nites..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Incomplete

2004-05-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Hmm. I been thru another nite again. Yea of cos i din slp again. Hmm was not tired cos i slept "almost" e whole day. Yea can imagine i wasted e whole day slping. zZz. In e end got my bf so worried.

I intended to study. I started at 2am, in order not to get tempted by e computer, i went to study at e living room. But jus after a few chapts i felt bored. OMG! Hais. Jus cldnt resist e temptation. I got so bored and went to download numerous songs. I wanted to try to remember e songs i downloaded b4 i formatted e comp. But I jus can remember some. argh! at this point of time it jus let me remember lim zhi hao. That id*ot. He lost my whole list of Mp3s. Sobs. *screams*

I got so sick of this family. I din even wanna go n care abt them. Anyways wen said that he cant use e comp. Hais my heart sank when he couldnt use e webcam he jus bought. I haven had a glimpse of him yet. I jus wished that i could see him b4 i go to msia. *sigh* was kinda disappointed. But still looking frwd to the trip. I kinda excited. But firstly i mus get my shoes done. Cos it spoilt when i went to watch troy. aiks. and perhaps some clothings. Back to download music...

[p/s] Jiamin!! ahhh! so excited to b in contact wif u again. LOL

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Parents Teacher

2004-05-28T03:45:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

*yawns* jus woke up not long ago. Slept at around 4am last nite. Was in MSN wif wen. And he accompanied me thru. So miss him last nite. I tried webcam on his comp. Hmm.. still okay larhs tho theres abit lag. Haha. Actuali i wanna hav a talk wif my mum 1. Den when she is back, she jus went to sleep. Din bother abt me. Den forget it. I went to slp too. My bf called me tis morning and asked abt e webcam. I guess he purchasing it. I hoped so much that his comp can haf e webcam up. *me prays*

Promised Jave that i will go sch today. But in e end i slp till so late. And i guess she somehow pon oso. LOL. Today is parents teacher meeting. I think my mum is confirm going to tk e result slip. She sure wants me to go. I'll see when e time comes. I guess she working right now. *sigh* hope all my worries end sooner. Everyday brooding over it. Its so... unbearable.

-go bathe lerr-

*poofs*

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Finally! !

2004-05-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

In e end i folo-ed my mum to school. I am afraid that my mum will sprout nonsense in front of e teacher. Omg. My mum even tell my teacher about me wanting to go msia and stuffs! ahh! was mad at her. But well something jus make me so happy that i intend not to b angry wif her. :D so happy!

hmmm went to school. And take my results. It is .. pathetic. E worst i got. Yea i din sit for e exams so it was expected wad -craps- i got dere. Anyway forget it. Mus work harder. Mr koh told me so many things. Abt my future.. poly. And stuffs. Ya i jus nodded all e way.. well finali e schooling stuff is settled and of cos i gonna continue my studies. I wanna haf gd future. :D *grins*

hmmm anyway i toked to my mum abt e msia trip. I told her that my BF has already bought e webcam. And i can show him to her. Well after discussing she allowed me to go INCLUDED that my parents mus go with me. Hmmm she suggest to genting. They say they must see my BF den allow me b alone wif him. Which means they wunt folo me around. She asked me to plan e dates. Hmm i guess gonna make it next fri, sat and sun. so it will at the 4th, 5th and 6th of June. I giv wen a call and told him abt this. Well that depends on how is he going to tell his mother. I hope e things get quick n done with. How i wished days past in a tremendous speed. Haha. Yea we chatted a lil and was tokin abt genting and stuffs. er, ghost house. LOL. Not sure i haf a guts to go in ma. Let's see! ;D aiks. I am actuali in holidays now! i jus remembered -.- cos i jus hav to sit for monday's exam and... Weeeee~~~!! Holidayss.. Wait for meeee~

:: So miss u ::

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

4th day

2004-05-27T07:34:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Hmmm feel like writing another entry again. My mind is full of things to write. I think my blogging craze is coming again. Haha. Oh yah i already pon school for almost a week. Today is e 4th day. Every day. Many ple called me to go school. Yea i noe they mean well. Jave was nice. I think she is reali a gd fren. Needless to say. I treat her like a buddy to me ^^ And of cos wen was "by my side". I remembered i had to sms him later in e day and told him i am not able to go to msia. This was of cos sad n disappointing. Guess i haf to wait. And I knew this relationship gonna last. I trust him and i knew it, someday we will b side by side. He make a stupid nick for me "ah choi" ahhhh~ he makes fun of me! that orginated frm my surname "cai" when its said in cantonese is "choi" T.T he keeps make fun of me. And even laugh at it. But I am fine wif it. It was meant to b a joke. I den called him "ah mun" haha! Yea i wanted him to know abt my past. He seems to b so bothering abt it. Now i am still in e middle of constructing my diary. Hope to get it done pretty soon. Oh. I Blocked Kind in MSN. I dunno wads wrg wif me and her. Probably she had mistaken me? Or is she too sensitive? I dunno. I am confused. well i gotta get bac to my diary.

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Education

2004-05-27T07:12:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

This is my third entry today. Hmm things happened so fast. I slept at around 12pm this noon. Felt a lil giddy. Perhaps i too worn out. Actuali had promised Jave to go her house. I broke it again. Sorry!! was reali sorry. cos Mr koh called my home. And talk lots of things to my mum. I felt so uneasy. My mum called me to stay at home to wait for her to return. ><" I guess another quarrel gonna broke out again. Hais.

It seems like its getting more serious this time. If i continue not going to school, there will lack of attendance. That will result me on e risk of not able to take e 'o' levels exam. NO! i need to tk it this yr. i dun wan to waste one more yr struggling. Jus wanna get over and done with. My mum tot that i dunwan to study anymore. But it aint true. Of cos i wanna finish my education. Thats for my own good. Anyway tmr was supposed to meet e parents day. I was supposed to go too. But i dun feel like going.. Well.. depends.. I hav not yet decided.

Hmm. This time round my bf called me frm msia when i was almost awake. Was very happy he called. We chatted and suddenly my batt jus went flat. Aiks. Bad timing. I like chatting with him. My mum had finali said out. She reali tot wen is a cheater who is jus out to bluff me. That is why she dun allow me to go msia. Hais. Wen said if reali e case, he will consider showing his I/C to my mum. Hais. We'll see. I feel so bad about it. My mum is requesting too much! I guess i had to settle e probs of e schooling first..

::3 more days::

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Unreasonable

2004-05-27T04:07:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Things jus got out of hand. Holidays are coming and i wanted to go to Malaysia to meet my boyfriend. But my mum dun seem to trust him. It was as if he is gonna kidnap me or smthg -.- completely nonsensical! I asked my mother about e conditions if I was to go to Msia. She said that she and my dad were to go too. Okay that was acceptable but she said she would spy on our every actions! For example, If me and my boyfren was to sit at this table and they were to follow and sit on another table. This is totally unacceptable and i dun allow that! I had been struggling so long to go Msia and now i seem to be giving up. I missed him so much. But i could not accept e condition she gave. She wanted my boyfriend's number, address, picture and particulars abt him. Oh please! Gimme a break! This is asking too much and what will he think!? C'mon take it easy! Everytime we wanted to talk abt somethings, we end up quarreling. Oh, she even wanted to CALL and TALK to my boyfriend. She is like makin a big fuss outta it. Damn.

Anyway I loved e past template i used to have. The yuna one. Its extremely nice and i simply love it! But e hosting website seems to have some problems and i had lost all the pictures. So ya, I found this new template of Rikku. Kinda nice rite?

Oh yah jus remembered father strick Lottery and it was e first prize. Hais i got nothing and jus nothing! I thinking of askin him to buy me a mp3player or a computer. I think i cant >< mebbi gonna buy some clothes den. oh man forget it dun wish to tok more abt it. I called my boyfriend the day before yesterday and spend abt $30. But i dun regret. It was e first time i got to talk so long wif him. We laughed and make use of e time. I hope there is going to b another day like this.

Later in e afternoon i still gotta go Jave house to study O' Level Chinese examination. Oh mann!! 4 more days T.T I am getting nervous. Still not sure whether I am stayin overnite. Hais. Website under construction. Mebbi will b ready during e June holidays.

Ciao~

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Chaotic

2004-05-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

today i din go to sit for exams again.. i think i am challenging my mum.. this morning was chaotic.. she had no choice.. but to beat me.. she said no matter what .. she wants to bring me to school.. but i insisted not go.. it seems like a torture.. she sprout all kinds of nonsense and things which were not true.. i hate hearing those things as it wasnt true! what she thought of.. she jus say it out.. and i hate ple who malign me! argh! hate that! My dad wanted to snatch my HP frm me.. but i held it real tight in my palms.. he couldnt get a hold of it.. e pain was intolerable.. later on .. she held on to my hair.. that was real pain.. with one hand holding my hair and another hand slapping me.. this was totally unacceptable! i cried of cos.. it was painful. but.. i couldnt hit back.. cos she is my mum.. i pulled my hair in opposite direction of hers .. creating more pain in me.. den she let go.. knowing i am in extreme pain.. so much hair drop harassing my skin.. i got so agitated and screamed.. i feel so hopeless and sad. extreme sadness. she called e school and talked to my form teacher.. that i dun care.. cos this isnt e first time.. not that i dunwan to go.. is i am fearful of exams! so scared.. and i knew i cant do e paper.. i dunhaf e courage.. i knew its gonna b a blank paper.. something is amiss.. wads wrong wif me.. my eyes were swollen. deep in my heart.. i was hurt.. and.. i even had e rush to jus die at that circumstances.. but after a nap.. everything was fine.. but wad will happen tmr... again?

[p/s]My bf did not msg me.. or even concerned abt wad has happened to me.. whyy ><"

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

All About Me - 2004 edition

2004-05-05T06:10:00.000+08:00

1. [What is your full name] Raine Chai Sau Yi

2. [nickname] Rain

3. [bday] 27th Nov '88

4. [Age] 15+

5. [Sex] female

6. [Social Security] hmm?

7. [Where were you born]Malaysia (Perak)

8. [where you live now] Singapore

9. [Zodiac sign] Saggitarus ( did i get it correct?)

10. [What grade are you in and what school do you attend] Sec 4, Outram

11. [siblings and their ages]1 bro 17+yrs

12. [do you get along] depends. But most of e times. worst when we quarrel.

13. [Pets] Birds? [my dad's] Fishes? [My mum

's]

14. [Righty or Lefty] Righty

15. [bedtime] hmm around 12 or after. Later if i get hooked on comp.

16. [Hair color] Black.

17. [Eye color] Dark brown

18. [Do you wear contacts or glasses] both. Depends.

19. [Do you have any piercings] 4 only? some were closed. Ouch.

20. [tattoos] no [never wanted it, although it looks kinda cool]

21. [scars] yes. alot. Longest at my left leg.

22. [Height] 155cm [ i noe i am short -.- ]

23. [Do you wear any rings] No. Not anymore.

24. [What shoes do you wear] eh? S.H.O.E.S. all kinds as long is nice

25. [drove a car] zZz. If i can lor.. in e future i guess.

26. [met someone new] latest person i knew.. wen gua..

27. [done laundry] wow.. its been very long i have done 1..

28. [cried] yes. especiali when i quarrel wif family..

29. [wore a skirt] yeaps.. love a skirt i jus bought ^^

30. [How are you today] paranoid.. troubled..

31. [wearing] Black sleeveless. surfer shorts..

32. [thinking about] Should i go school tmr.. and how do i get my passport -.-

33. [What does your hair look like at the moment] long hair and let down.

34. [What song are you listening to right now] Koda Kumi - 1000 no kotoba

35. [What was the last thing you ate and/or drank] Lime juice and rice wif 3 dishes. Yum Yum.

36. [How is the weather right now] Yu Guo Tian Qing.

37. [Last person u talked to on the phone] Fone? err.. my aunt gua...

38. [watching] monitor?

39. [what time is it] 11.41pm

*****DO YOU BELIEVE IN ******

40. [yourself] I am indecisive. Sometimes i mus haf faith in myself. i mus learn to.

41. [friends] sometimes.. they lie.. but i still do..

42. [best friends of the opposite sex] Yes. I can tok more of my things to them.. felt easy tokin to them.

43. [santa claus] no.

44. [tooth fairy] I dunno wad is it.

45. [angels] No. In my dreams.

46. [ghosts] Yes.

47. [aliens] Er.. Maybe..

48. [God] I am a free-thinker.

*******MORE ABOUT YOU!*******

49. [what are the last four digits of ur phone number] 1382

50. [Do you like the person who sent this to you] copied from fren's diary.

51. [how do you eat an Oreo] Young: Sepearate into half. But now.. Jus eat it in a whole..

52. [If you were a crayon what color would you be] Light blue. Dark blue. Baby Blue. Everything which is Blue.

53. [Have you ever almost died] No bahh.. not to e verge of death..

54. [What's the best advice ever given to you] "Think of e consequences b4 u ever done anything" -jiamin

55. [Have you ever won any special award] er.. in my sports, arts ? if counted den deres many..

56. [Do you like to dance] Dance. I hope i can learn.

57. [Worst sickness you've ever had] I am healthy. All illness is jus normal sickness. Er.. worst? Chicken pox?

58. [What's the stupidest thing you have ever done] To have agree on Xiong yao..

59. [What's the next CD you are going to buy] Cd? i always download. maybe is final fantasy 8 original soundtrack or ffX flims.

60. [What sport you hate the most] I am a sporty gal. But i dun play Bball.

61. [Place for a dream house] Heaven.

62. [How many kids do you want to have] 0-2..

63. [Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone] Yes. It hurts alot. And is giving problems even when i am walking sometimes.

64. [Who do you tell your dreams to] Frens..

65. [What are you most scared of] Hantu. Cockroaches.

66. [How many tv's do you have in your house] 3?

67. [Do you have your own tv] have but i normali go living rom watch one.

68. [do you have your own phone line] No. Handphone lor.

69. [do you sleep with a stuffed animal] Er.. no. But i have stuffed toys at e side as decorations. I dun reali like stuffed toys.

70. [Are you shy] When i see someone whom i met e first time..

71. [Are you outgoing] With e frens i already knew. But dun tok much when i jus knew tt person.

72. [Who is the loudest friend you have] jasmine?

73. [Who is the quietest friend you have] Yixiang..

74. [Who looks the worst in the morning] hmmm everyone.

75. [Who's the messiest eater] nv notice ple when they eat.

76. [Who's the slowest eater] Javelynn gua.

77. [Who's the bossiest] Brenda? =X

78. [Who is the 'mom' outta your friends] er.. i suppose is ivan.he is a man omg. zz

79. [who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know] hmm.. Takeshi takeshi anddddd.. TAKESHI..

80. [who's the weirdest] My form teacher. Mr koh.

81. [who is the funniest]: Kenny Tay? I used to go to sch wif him and i laugh non-stop to sch.

82. [who do you go to for advice] Janet a.k.a Kind gua.. things jus get solved when we tok abt e prob ^^

83. [who do you think about most when you're not happy] Wen and kind or someone who i am pour my worries out.. =(

84. [who do you cry with] depends on where am i.. wif my fren on e fone? With e bedroom when i am emotionally hurt.

85. [what's the best feeling in the world] To be loved.

86. [when's the last time you cried] Today.. 5th May.. Quarrel wif mum..

87. [is cheerleading a sport] shud b gua.. they have nice figures..

88. [How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop] i dun understand.

89. [Which came first the chicken or the egg] Not Funny..

90. [Root Beer or Dr. Pepper] Never tried b4..

91. [vanilla or chocolate] chocolate

92. [Love or lust] e world of love.

93. [silver or gold] silver .. gold is for e older generations ke..erm..

94. [Have you ever gone skinny dipping] wads that?

95. [What's your favorite color] Blue.. blue..

96. [What's your favorite band/singer] er.. dun reali go for idols but.. Elva is a nice singer.. u think so?

97. [What do you dream about] Wierd things.. sometimes i dun even rememb..

98. [Favorite song] Alot alot.. Chinese and jap! 1000 no kotoba.. wow!

99. [Do you like to sing in the shower] Sometimes i do when i am happy! Wahahha!!!! shhh. =X

100. [Had an imaginary friend] i dun think that much.

101. [Wanted to "hook up" with a friend] hmm.. hook up? if it meant tt bein very gd wif him/her. i guess i have already..

102. [Cried during a movie] yes..

103. [Had a crush on a teacher] I think not..

104. [What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning] I regretted not slpin early ytd nite.

*****Preference*****

105. [Sleep on your back, stomach or side] side gua..

106. [Adidas, Nike, or Reeboks] Adidas i think...

107. [Croutons or Bacon Bits] i dunno wads tt..

108. [2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 2 la.. more cool haha.. unique mah..

109. [Bridges or Tunnels] Bridges.. i not ghost la.. dun hide in dark places..

110. [One pillow or two?] 1..

111. [Salt or butter flavored popcorn] Salted.. i dun reali eat popcorns..

112. [Fizzy or still water] Still water.. plain water is e onli drink which can make me full! GulP!

113. [Red whine or white wine] Red..

*****Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)*****

114. [Rubber Gloves] ViVi

115. [Disney Character] hello.. kitty?

116. [Fast Food place] Mcdonalds

117. [Board Game] Chess

118. [Rock] desert

119. [Blue] My belongings

120. [Wet] Water

121. [Cry] Depressed

122. [Peanut Butter] Bread

123. [Hay] green

124. [Paper] homework

125. [Wood] tree

126. [Yellow] Banana

127. [Laugh] joke?

128. [Ugly] war

129. [Happy] with wen..

******YOU AND LOVE******

130. [Do you believe in love] yes although it hurts

131. [Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend] yeap..

132. [do you have a crush] nope..

133. [who is your crush] zzz..

134. [are you sending this to your crush] no crush la..

135. [do you believe in love at first sight] er.. maybe lor if e guy is handsome.. but its definately not true love

136. [What song do you want played at your wedding] sentimental.. soothing and both me and my husband like one..

137. [Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with] My future husband.. prolly someone who can love me alot..

138. [Do you find yourself attractive] eh? zzz.. not reali.. i dunhaf electric eyes.

139. [What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex] Hair?

140. [are you too shy to ask someone out] nope.

*****When was the last time you...*****

141. [Took a shower] afternoon. 3+

142. [Watched Bambi] si mi is bambi?

143. [Got a real letter] When my starhub bill comes.. $100+

144. [Wished upon a star]I never did. But hope it can be true.

145. [Asked someone for forgiveness] yea.. wen lor.. made wen so angry..

146. [Hugged someone] nah.. so long i have not.. i wanna hug someone so tightly..

147. [Kissed someone] no wor.. so long nv kiss le..

148. [Ate something] 7+ pm..

149. [Called someone] forgot when..yesterday bahh..

*******What is your...******* >

150. [Good luck charm] dunno.. my luck has nt been very gd..

151. [Bedroom like] is tt counted as bedroom? more like a store room to me -.- i slp in living room..

152. [Favorite Breakfast food] sandwich.. but tts an ideal one.. i nv reali eat breakfast.. Yawns..

153. [Favorite lunch food] Laksa...

154. [Best thing that happened to you today] I knew e secret password.. gg..

*****What do you think about the following***** >

155. [Abortion] no way for me!

156. [Homosexuality] wads e point?

157. [Rap] no comments. but i dun listen to rap.

158. [Classical] can instrumental?

159. [Oldies] depends la.. i dun listen oso..

160. [Swing] simi swing? playgrd de? i like to stand on it.. but often felt dizzy when i reach a certain ht.. dunno y..

**********PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT**********

161. [lights on/off] off

162. [sun or rain or snow] snow..

163. [mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king)] BK

164. [do you like scary movies or happy movies better] scary one.. more exciting..

165. [backstreet boys or NSYNC] er.. dun like either..

166. [on the phone or in person] in person lor.. can see e expression..

167. [summer or winter] winter lor.. wanna try smthg diff.. summer is like singapore.. sick of it.

168. [chocolate or white milk] chocolate.. yummy..

169. [CD or tape] Cd la..

170. [hugs or kisses] hugs..

171. [cake or pie] cake

172. [cats or dogs] If i were to choose.. dogs..

173. [mud or jello wrestling] i duno wads jello but mud seems dirty? i choose jello..

174. [skiing or boarding] skiing bah.. got snow

175. [day or night] night...not so hot..

176. [sunset or sunrise] set..

177. [diamond or pearls] diamonds.. they look shimmering..

*******YOUR FAVES*******

178. [candy] Hichew~

179. [Beverage] sprite? lime juice?

180. [cartoon characters] can anime anot? final fantasy characters..

181. [sport(s)] all kinds.. but cycling best..

182. [Song] Chinese and jap~

183. [favorite actor or actress] Takeshi kaneshiro~ kyoko fukada and orlando bloom~!!

184. [Favourite movie] Pirates of the carribean

185. [tv show] god please gimme more time..

186. [Favourite food] vegetables.. fruits and sushi..

187. [ice cream] chocolate chip.. yam... cookies and cream..

188. [subject] haiz.. *sigh*

189. [shampoo] er rejoice 2 in 1

190. [favourite month] November.. cos got holiday oso my bdae!

191. [favourite number] 5

192. [favourite person to talk to online] Kind wen and jave!

******HAVE YOU EVER******

193. [cut your hair yourself] yes from long to short

194. [been on stage] yea..

195. [Ever thought an animated character was hot] duh.. anime rules..

196. [kept a secret from everyone] i told my biggest secret tto e frens i trusted..

197. [been hurt emotionally] yes. always.

198. [been in a car accident] got.. my papa drive..

199. [put a body part on fire for amusement] on my palms. it dun hurt.

200. [drank] yes. and i even got drunk and sprout nonsense..

201. [smoked] nope never.

202. [broke the law] got bah.. stole a correction tape. lol!

203. [ran from the cops] nope..

204. [made yourself cry to get outta trouble] nope..

205. [tried to kill yourself] Yes.. prepared lots of pills in my room.. i even wanted to cut myself once..

206. [made your self throw up] i wun torture myself like this..

207. [ever been in love] yes..

208. [loved someone so much it made you cry] Yes..

time ended : 12.09pm

Password

2004-05-05T06:00:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I am so daring today.. Cannot believe it .. i actuali PON EXAM. is not common test or simply jus any normal test.. but it is MIDYR! aiks.. jus couldnt believe tt i actuali got e guts to do it..

mum threaten me that if i dun go sch tmr.. she would go to MOE and stop my education.. i wonder if she is reali gonna do that.. she is reali givin up hope on me .. i so useless to make her feel so heartbroken.. haiz.. *sad*

i jus wanna get my passport! my passport.. well its in e safe box! aiks i dunno e pw i dunno! thinking that i can open it and i actuali pressed e password wrong 3 times! and now.. it cant b open.. aiks die die.. wad now!! T.T heck care le..

I actually found out e password connected to e internet and my bro's comp! omg.. simple jus couldn't believe it! i was shock! O.O now i can use e internet .. hiak hiak hiak.. but.. i cant let my bro noe that i noe e pw.. so.. *ahem* lie to him tt i used my fren's internet access.. *grins*

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Shop?

2004-05-02T06:14:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I guess everyone shud b busy studyin right now.. Everyone around me.. especially the 6 of us.. They are so hardworking and had started revising way before me.. i am so slack.. I wanna haf e motivation to study e subjs too.. When i glanced thru e pages.. i jus went blank.. So unsure and will slowly got agitated by everything.. I couldn't understand why i can't concentrate. I wanna focus.. But.. *sigh*

I am so stressful but others jus couldnt understand.. what they can say is just "work hard" and "jiayou".. I picked up e books.. my eyes looking thru numerous formulae and numbers.. I tried hard.. In e end.. i got angry and dumped e books on e floor..

Mum said i shud take a break.. i guess i shud.. They had no work that today.. brought me out and shopped.. Fancy shopping a day before exams huh? Haha.. It had been 2 yrs since my mum last bought me any clothes.. Today finali bought some clothes and had Japanese Cuisine.. Yummy.. This was e onli time i feel so relaxed and yeap! no worries ^^

Mum said as long i tried my best.. its fine.. So i kept telling myself that this is not O Levels.. jus give it a try and "ITS GOING TO B FINE" yea.. hope so ><"

[p/s] oh man.. simply loved e skirts i bought! ^^ Fabulous .. Hee..

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

A Day to be remembered

2004-04-27T06:15:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

aiks.. so long nv write le.. its like.. 4 months!? omg.. so long le.. i am like forgetting abt this diary of mine.. guess i gonna write again.. i am slowly tryin to get out of e addiction of RO and yea.. so many things have happened.. and e story is too long to b told.. guess let them stay in one corner of my memories..

Stuffs like.. me playing truancy.. havin so pathetic emotional breakdown.. and things happening in Ro.. which somehow affected me so much.. haha perhaps i got too carried away in e game.. but i am glad that i am able to get out of it.. and of cos.. met 2 gd frens out dere.. Kind and Wen.. will always rememb.

yea.. mid yr starts this thurs and guess wad? i have not started revising.. this is wad i call slacking bahh.. omg faints lar =X but jus keep in mind that O lvls is e real examination worth my effort! i mus +u le lar.. this yr so stressing..

today so suay.. yah la.. to make e story short.. 27/4 e date.. haiz.. my handphone lost.. e whole day i feel so sucky.. wasnt able to contact wen and kind.. so miss them.. and i spend 19 bucks to top up a useless prepaid card which cant even received frm Msia.. that reali pisses me off lar.. but i was kinda happy when my dad offered to help and get e sim card bac frm e Starhub.. i nv tot he will do that.. but eventually.. he still cares.. hehe *~ mebbi i am not goin to sch tmr le.. din reali hav any impt lessons tho.. guess stayed at hme to revise some subjs bahh hehe

thats all~

[p.s] looking frwd to see e RO flash again, i will make sure i cry T.T

*grins*

.:-+[K舂・蚓ﾄ!Mｧ瑢ơｧhｦ_Đｪkｳ]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Mistake

2003-12-29T06:18:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

heyz~ hee.. wahh.. so fast 29 dec le.. i oso din notice.. must b play RO play until gong le la~ lol.. hmm.. me play more n more addicted liao.. siao liao.. i mus control myself cannot addict too much on it.. orelse it wil end up like OZ like tt.. den reali die.. cus next yr impt sia!!

hmm.. today we went sim lim buy router.. den we finali found one which is compatible for singnet broadband.. but when we reach home, den we realised tt some port or dunnno wad stuff is needed.. den later in e day.. i goin to sim lim to get it changed.. i dunno whether its exchangable anot.. but i hope can.. orelse.. reali waste money le..

dunno y so suay.. my CD-ROM got prob leh.. cant run RO's CD.. i wonder why.. but my bro's comp can run lehx.. haiz.. i goin to find out how much is CD-ROM.. if wan to buy a new one horx.. den mus e ones with CD burner one.. tt one beta.. hai.. anyway i jus formatted my comp and installed windows XP..~! yeahz~ finali man.. my computer so clean n clear now! =D

ahhh~ stomach crampz.. *ouch*

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Ragnarok

2003-12-26T06:19:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

heya!! hmmm i discovered a new online game call ragnarok online.. hmm i like e ragnarok name sia cus.. thats e name which is the airplane in FF8.. but of cos it was not related at all ... lol.. hmmm i kinda like this game and its 3d .. fun and cute... hmm next yr is O's liao.. i am afraid i am goin to b hook on this game le.. nono!! i mus not let it happen.. i mus "REN"!! haha.. hmm now e game is under maintainence.. i've to wait till 12pm den i can play again.. *yawnz*.. still like of long manz.. i go and grab smthg to eat liao .. byEz~*~

[p.s] aww.. my cough is.. getting from bad to worse.. i am eating pills.. but my mum wanna force me to drink e liquid form.. yicks.. i hate e taste.. i refused..hai.. *coughz*

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

xmas eve 2

2003-12-25T06:20:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

we went to boon keng mrt st. to meet adelene. I think that was the 2nd time i have seen her.. hmm e funny thing is that she spoke to me in english and i replied in chinese.. lol.. although we talk quite alot in msn but when we cum face to face.. not many things came out of our mouth but of cos we did tok to each other.

Later in e afternoon, it was e first time that i go out with my brother's friends.. some i knew and some i have not seen b4.. hm i reali feel so awkward and e feeling is like " am i a burden to my brother? , "will his frens like wonder why CP bring his sister along?". I scared that my brother will think that i very ma fan cos is like whole gang of guys but me alone a ger.. but! not that i expected.. my bro was actuali scared that all e activites had reali bored me cos i dun play arcade and i dun play pool.. e places they go to are like.. arcade.. and play pool and eat.. I din talk much tho.. but jus follow them and i WILL NOT make any comments or complaints.. hmm one of my bro's fren, who i never seen b4.. is kinda shuai hmm cute.. looks quite cool.. but i nv tok to him for e whole day until when he went back.. he showed a bye handsign to me.. haha anyway.. he is nothing to me.. jus my comments haha..

the most stupid thing is that i actuali played one game of Daytona, competing wif my bro and ryan.. i accidentally chose automatic mode when i was actuali wanting to choose manual.. i was actuali way back in e race until Edwin kept on telling me how to control automatic mode.. in e end i gave a chase and i got 2nd! haha hmm obviously someone lost to me by jus.. 1 or 2 cm bahz.. haha.. but i think it was jus pure luck for me .. if theres another time.. i will definately lose... hee.. woosh.. so tired! i wan go eat and go slp le..

Last of all! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

sayonara

jingle bell jingle bell.. jingle all e way.. wooo

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Xmas eve 1

2003-12-24T06:24:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

hey~! merry christmas....!! ehh.. hold on.. EVE!!! haha.. e real happy occasion has yet to come.. but today is e countdown day.. hmm my friends had their own family celebrations.. aww.. so sad.. my family does not.. but my mum workplace has a part-ay!! and if i wanna go.. i can.. hmm i am still thinking anot.. is like 3am in e morning.. i dunno whether i can tahan till den anot.. cos i have not slept e whole nite!! till now in e morning..

haiz.. i actuali was sleeping.. erm.. on e comp chair.. den a sudden phone ring sound startled me.. its was adelene calling my brother.. somewhat like a wake up call.. they agreed to meet up and xchange x'mas pressie and den go to orchard.. hmm.. i have no where to go so i go along with them to b *ting* light bulb. *whoosh* stricking .. tee-hee.. anyway e wake up call dun seem to work as my bro is sleeping -.-zZz like a log at e sofa..

i received a starhub $100 voucher to buy a hp, in condition to sign up a 2 yr plan.. hmm i was actuali thinking that my bro signed up e line ( as he is still using a pre-paid card ) and den i have e hp ( planning to buy GD88 or perhaps other model ) with e voucher. But he said that if he signed up e line, he wants e handphone. blah blah blah.. and after much argue. well, i decided to give him e voucher.. see i so... generous.. $100 voucher dunwan and give him leh.. mus thanks me man.. haiz.. anyway it is of no use to me.. i already had a line of my own le.. =)

why did i stay up in e night and din slp? hmm that's becos i am listening about some past stories abt stuffs like.. my own family background as in my grandmother times.. how their live their lives.. how miserable and stuff.. why this why that.. and i reali get to know alot of things i never get to noe if i dun ask.. i gonna skip this but e biggest impact is that before i was born, there WAS actuali another ger.. which means.. my "sister".. i had onli one elder brother now.. that unborn sister is cos my mum somehow got a miscarriage and lost it.. no wonder i saw a scar on my mum's tummy last time.. aww.. that was kinda sad.. i felt that it was a pity.. but that was e past.. e lucky thing is that my mum's life is not in danger.. anyway mummy told me that they onli had plans to have a ger and a boy.. so if that "sis" of mine was born.. there is no raine.. no sau yi.. and no xiu yi le.. perhaps there is but another person ( sis ) with my name.. but no me.. but i am very glad i born into this world.. and i realise that i was reali a very very notti and stubborn ger las time.. woosh.. i cant believe i am so notti way back den.. not until my mum told me.. i wonder why i cant recall.. e memories are so unclear.. i can onli remember bits and pieces of it.. onli of those which made deep impressions.....

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Spoilt

2003-12-23T06:31:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

my comp is already halfway spoilt le.. den yesterday.. is almost 80% spoilt.. ugh.. that sux.. i cant get into any folder except winamp.. well i decided to format the comp .. hehee.. but e worst thing is all my songs gonna b gone! *pOofx* hai.. bo bian.. i mus do it man.. anyway i spent e whole mid nite to type out all e songs in my comp so that after i format e comp, i can re-download.. well i guess that gonna tk a damn long time.. so i slept at 6+am..

woosh.. woke up at 5+PM.. totally energetic.. and my bro went out wif ryan and derrick to get adelene's x'mas pressie.. aww he never buy for me =( but who cares.. before he go.. we had a small quarrel again.. i want him to lend me use his comp.. (cus mine spoilt) blah blah blah.. in e end.. i get to use! =D hee heex! he is not tt bad too *grins* well obviously i am usin his comp now..

waiting for them to cum back den i can go ryan house to tk e window XP disc.. Yeh~! my comp can upgrade le.. hmm i am still thinking of buying a monitor. keke.. i am still fixing e archives page and blah blah.. ugh.. making me mad.. [under contruction ] mus get minz or ryan for help le.. *stupid me*

:: Merry Christmas Chantel ::

yeah.. here little corner is for my best fren! min min jiamin~ aloha! haha.. i am mad.. anyway i jus received her christmas card haha.. seriously.. very happy to receive it! i am so anxious to open it and i got e side a little bit torn =X *bish myself* e contents reali so heartwarming.. =) i am sorry i din send u a card.. not tt i bo xim.. is i have no time.. hmm sorry sorry. =X well let here b a small christmas "card" bah.. hmm yea i agree we tok very less.. and bein so many yrs frenz.. i dun noe u much especially we went to diff sec sch.. hmm perhaps.. i should hav choose deyi huh? that will b best! haha.. nah anyway.. goin to e 4th yr le.. o levels nia.. haha.. perhaps.. JC? or poly? =D no matter wad u do.. i will b behind ur back.. i think i can cum online often le.. whahaha! so hehe.. *evil grins* i will sneak in ur little diary and noe wads happening around u.. and noe u more =) i haf really grown stronger le.. and i am not tt sensitive le.. wooo.. i mature le wor! hhehe ( dun seems like hor? ) keke.. mus act cute niaz.. haha... kk lah.. tts all.. =D

- xiu yi -

::jingle bell::jingle bell::jingle bell::jingle bell::

i go bathe le! xD~

ciaoz~

:: 8 more days to sch reopen ::

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

poofs

2003-12-22T06:33:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I din do a single homework today.. Reason, being lazy *yawns* backache and my throat getting worse. *coughs* hmm.. I managed to get e modem from my bro and use.. But i will still gonna get e router no matter wad..

Oh yah.. my dad actuali won $1000 on e martell contest. But when we go to e martell redemption center.. they said our serial no. does not match e passwrd.. -.- man.. and blah blah blah.. after much confirmation and stuff.. conclusion: we cant get e $1000. man.. heart pain niaz.. i was still thinking of gettin my X'mas pressie.. a handphone or something.. but now.. *poofz* itz gone..

Derrick, Ryan and my bro wanted to watch infernal affairs 3 ( wu jian dao ) later on.. anyway.. i have nth to do.. so i wanna tag along.. i have not watched it oso.. We'll b watchin at shaw plaza.. and oso mus remind myself to buy black ink cartridge.. my bro blame it on me cos there was no ink when he wanted to print his proj.. -.-

::神様、もう少しだけ::

hmm.. i goin to haf a piece of ice-cream cake liaoz.. byez~ tataz~

ciaoz~ xD~

:: 9 more days to school reopens ::

.:-+[Kamisama.Mou.Sukoshi.Dake]+-:.

iN-e-Sky

Coughs

2003-12-21T06:34:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Yesterday around 4am, my family and derrick went to eat roti prata and i eat two cheese prata, resulting to my sore throat. ke-erm!! *pain* Today woke up at about 1+pm. My brother, Derrick and me had actuali decided to go gym earlier tt morning. But we never get to go because Derrick was too tired and din feel like going. -.-

I was quire angry with my brother becos he keep using e internet. I am always suggesting about having a router. Cos i think tts e best way to allow us not to quarrel anymore cos of e internet. But he does not want, mainly e reason is tt when both computers r using, it will LAG. But i'll try to compromise. But he jus dun listen. But anyway i think i will get one soon cos i m gonna persuade my mum! I think my mum had already had enuff cos my brother and i always quarrel( cos of e internet). *grins* =D

My smallest aunt had reached Singapore and i visited her today at my another aunt's house. She looks fine. Although she is not fully in pink health but i do see progress. And hair seems to grow pretty good.

Today my house had a full clean up. Well i guess tts for e new yr's "Da shao chu". lolx.. My house is very clean now, except for my brother's room. My brother went to sleep halfway cleaning. -.-zZz. Anyway i jus came back from toa payoh. I went there to eat and we bought ice cream cake from swensens. Cookies and cream flavour. Yummy! well thats for my parents 18th anniversary ( 20th dec ), which is yesteday actuali. Wish them "forever en en ai ai" keke..

My site is still under construction, still got lotsa things are not ready yet. But more coming soon! =D Tatax xD~

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iN-e-Sky

Effective?

2003-12-20T06:35:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

hmm.. is already after abt 1 and 1/2 months.. still got abt a few days more, i am goin back to school already.. Finally i get out of it and wanting to write again.. i cant jus leave my diary here, right?

Now i am rushing my holiday homeworks. Hoping to finish it as soon as possible. This holiday is soooo fast.. 2 months. reali fast. oh yah.. i have not bought my books yet *sigh* gotta get'em soon.. I din reali went out to havoc in the holidays but went out on occasions like fren's birthday and house warming..

A little secret.. i bought a slimming gel, net price, $58.90.. expensive hor? E salesgirl said is kinda effective. It will cut down 2 inches off my waist in 2 weeks. hmmm.. kinda tempting rite? Haha.. I already tried it for 2 days. C'mon the result wun b tt fast! hee.. I am using doin proj as an excuse to use e comp.. hmm but i AM reali goin to do it. hmm.. NOW. haha.. bye bye..

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iN-e-Sky

Family Dispute

2003-10-15T06:36:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

WeEeEe..~*~ I am so happy.. Noe why? I had past the most difficult day in this year.. Tmr is my last paper, chemistry and POA MCQ. Wah.. i feel so relax now.. /me burns the books.. Haha.. No lah.. cannot burn.. next yr O's still mus study de niaz.. Anyway i feel so happy now..

After school today Me, Michelle, Siyi and Brenda decided to go MAC and study Chemistry for tmr de.. But aft we eat, we felt so lazy and we had no mood to study. It is jus like the feeling of holidays! Haha.. But of i have one more day to struggle. Seriously, i can fall asleep anytime. And once again i say, i dun haf e mood to study NOW. Lolx..

Hmm i think there is perhaps some misunderstandings between my mum and dad. Hai not that i am bias but i think my mum was at fault this time round. She shouldnt had done it. Hai what can i say. My bro is now talking to my dad abt e prob.. Haha i think i should not interfere.. Guys tok to guys still beta rite.. I think i go tok to my mum lor.. den mebbi can solve e prob.. Seriously i feel that my mum has changed ever since she started her current job.. She somehow got influenced by her frens.. In e sense of lead astray.. I dunno.. I jus feel that she isnt e mum i used to know.. But e change was not tremendous but jus alittle.. And i can feel it.. i was actuali quite angry wif her at a tym when it was raining heavily tt morning, my brother and i could not go to school and we needed the car.. My mum had drived the car to work. But she is supposed to b back at 3+ am but it was already 6+ to 7 and she is not back yet. She is always like that.. And worse, she even lend the car to her frens to drive home without my dad's permission. My dad do not know her fren well and he already said not to lend. My mum did not ask my dad. My dad accidentally heard it from my mum's conversation wif her fren. And this is not e first tym.. The car is my dad's and my dad is being very gd to lend her drive e car to work, considering her safety.My dad ride the bike instead. He said she dun not know how to treasure what she had got. My mum even say my dad is .. selfish. I mean.. c'mon.. get it clear will u?

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iN-e-Sky

2 more days to go

2003-10-14T06:37:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Hey 2 more days to go!! and obviously tmr is gonna b hard. How should i say? Tmr's paper is pathetic. How am i goin to memorise all!? Hmm History which needs reali lots of memory and A maths - you got tons of formulas to memorise. I've got 3 papers in a row tmr. Tell me that i can take it. Who e hell set e exam time-table? Tell me whether he/she had B-R-A-I-N-S!

Aft tmr, i will b so relax. And there r so many things waiting for me to do aft exams. Yea. I slept in e afternoon until 8+? I dun think i am going to sleep already. I jus finished history and i think i am left with A-maths. The E-maths test todae.. I jus hoped to pass. Considering a maths to put into L1R5, I think now i haf to put in alot of effort in my A-maths. The paper is set by Derrick Wong. His questions r always hard. But i will try. I haf my brother to teach me in e rest of the night. I am reali scared.. No! i mus haf confidence..

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iN-e-Sky

2nd worst semester ever

2003-10-13T06:39:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

What can i say. I reali wan to die. I am so stresssssss! I've got nth to say. Jus S-T-R-E-S-S. I am so scared. Scared of E-maths tmr. I dun think my brain cells r acting well todae. I dun seem to b remembering things. I should say nth can go in! How can they put physics and E maths together?? I dunno.. I want to die already.. is already 10pm and i can hear ending song of e show "baby bloom" from e Tv outside. I reali did study so hard for it. From the time i reached home and bathe today, i started studyin my E-maths blah blah until recently. I still think it is not enuff! ugh.. I dunno.. And another thing is I am tired. I am reali ... tired. Hai.. Dunno I tell myself not to think of anything besides studies. Yah concentrate on studies although.. i missed u. But i am not gonna even think abt from now on! Lets pray hard that e paper tmr will b easier.. I wanna continue with Physics.. Hmm can anyone give me any ideas that enable me not to slp for 2 days. I seriously need something like that!

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iN-e-Sky

E nite b4 the "conflict"

2003-10-12T06:40:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

Haha. Joke man.. What am i doing at this hr, 11.50pm online. haha. I got nth to do and i jus want to relax abit. Later gonna resume memorising Social studies. Haha.. I want to score for my humans.. Hoped my brain cells can b more active. Haha.. I concentrated on the "conflict among countries" topic. Well i find that its hmm... easier den Singapore's industrialisation. When e chapter is easy den there is a higher percentage that the question for structured essay will b more difficult. Am i right? If it is.. jus blame it on J.O. He set the paper anyway. If i flunk my essay part, i guess i had to be more focused on the sourcebased part. Haha.. I am trying in any ways i could to memorise the key points etc.. to help me in answering sourcebase. I want to reach the highest level possible. Yea man tell myself "i can do it" Haha.. I started revising since i woke up this morning hmm 10 am? Until now.. omg. I cannot believe that i actuali done it. I actuali had e determination =D *winkz* Hehe i little praise for myself to motivate me. bleahz.. If i flunk my POA tmr, i needed my A maths o pull e results up. Anyways, jus b bothered by tmr's issues and care abt others e next tym. Once again i tell myself.. Never to b affected by some other emotional stuffs and feelings cuz that gonna affect me on concentrating.. I am tryin hard today wish me luck~ =D

[p/s] i ordered Macdonalds' delivery todae.. so cool lolx..

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iN-e-Sky

Mother tongue

2003-10-09T06:41:00.000+08:00

-x- wen [[aishiteru]] xiu -x- dear diary,

I dunno why i am feeling so moody at e moment.. I think is mainly cos of e exams.. I am reali afraid.. so scared.. I am tryin my very best.. jiayou for myself.. haha.. Gambatte! Tmr i am having my chinese paper. I had studied real hard for it and my head gonna burst. Cos it reali took up so much of my memory cells. Haha.. 2 books. Anyway i find that chinese is an easy subj so i decided to reali score for it! yah.. i mus rememb to bring chinese dictionary tmr haha.. hmm well i gtg le.. bb.. gonna burn midnite oil. =D

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iN-e-Sky